Day 127

So work was cook, like our new MOD and I worked out last night, doing 100 jumping jacks...and cleaning my hair. Tonight I do the workout I posted yesterday. Hope to do at least half of it. In the meantime, til 2:00am, I'll play Dream Drop Distance and then look at my homework for the week! Wish me luck on the workout!!

Btw, I weighed 259.8 this morning.

Day 124, 125, and 126

So memorial weekend was pretty cool. Sunday night we had 2 friends over and drunk alcohol and played alcohol games. Safe to say, even though I was not drunk, I was tired as hell. And we went to bed at like 4 or 5 in the morning. Had family come over yesterday and stop by for a while. Today, I don't want to get into too much. I did figure out dream drop distance today and am ready to workout. Honestly, I should workout at 3:30 but I'll workout at 2 after drinking teh apple cider stuff and in a few I'll probably watch some steven universe and naruto...maybe play more dream drop distance. As for that workout, 200 jumping jacks and jogging. As least for tonight. I think i'ma implement teh workout on my phone (pic below) starting tomorrow...did i mention my hair feels longer??? GN!!

Day 123 Part B

I have got to start making my blog notes before midnight. Hello folks, I'm tired, you're tired, we're all tired. I need to push start on the beginning of this short paper, had poetry tonight (went well), played some Dream Drop Distance, which I'm just beginning to understand, need to wash clothes, and exercise...Except for the radio and Evanescence Fallen cd in my car, i spent the beginning of my time up listening to James Arthur's Don't Let Go!! Dream proposal song...can just imagine it...but enough of love fantasies lol.

Also, I gave a huge bag of food away today. I took out two sandwiches and a water bottle for one man on the corner, and a bag of food for a group of homeless. I felt so heartwarmed. After, I battled through the rain and golf ball size hail. Did poetry...and now I'm home...and 2 hours after playing Dream Drop Distance, messaging you guys. Need to do part of this paper (while listening to the song, which I'm doing now), exercise, then sleep. Til tomorrow. Happy Memorial weekend!!

Day 122 and 123 Part A

So it's extremely late, yes, we've been over this, but I had good news...I WORKED OUT TONIGHT!! Finally yes. I was about to pass on it because of my chest and coughing all day at home, during my nap and at work, but once I chilled at home after work, I stopped. I went into my room, saw the opening for Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance and was like..."that is the most fucking adorable heartwarming opening I've seen!!" I have gots to work out...so I went outside, grabbed some apple cider vinegar drink, did a quick 2 round run around the driveway, did 50 jumping jacks, 20 variations of lifts with my weights and 16 push ups, using my last stair step. I'm happy. Can't wait to up it tomorrow night!! Gonna play Dream Drop Distance for a few minutes then head to sleep. Good night citizens in the Kingdom of Lot!!

Days 119, 120, and 121

So I believe starting tomorrow I will promise myself to start working out. I am having a respiratory allergy crisis but I feel like I haven't worked out in ages. Today I was with my DSP client so I walked downtown some, but bc we stopped to enjoy shops and whatnot, it was not a workout walk like i would have thought. I am still lose in my clothes and comfortable in others but I am far from over...

Now that I've gotten that bit out the way, time for this weeks news. First things first, big shout out to the heifer that caused me court fines. Next, I found I have 2 more classes in grad school, not one like I thought. Next, I put in the meanest 9 hour shift at work yesterday I didn't expect to put in. I worked from 6:45pm to 4:45am, all because our store needed a do over for corporate. Yall know how that go. Pay check gonna be lit and big ups to all the long shift workers out there. Next, i have the hotel paid for and my Deidara cosplay on point...still debating the blue contacts...may just get them the week of the con. I also believe to have 4 total (including me) plus a coworker geek. I'm looking forward to Blerdcon, plus we may be watching Get Out which will be hilarious. Last, today I received my certificate and t-shirt for The National Society of Leadership and Success aka Sigma Alpha Pi. I'm so excited.

And now for the time being, I'll be enjoying my favorite Nerds Rule coffee mug filled with peppermint tea, couple dashes of ginger, splash of lemon juice, and bit of honey. Trying to keep my throat comfortable and keep my lungs free of mucous. Took meds and playing Kingdom hearts 2.8 till bed time. Good night citizens in the Kingdom of Lot.

Days 116, 117, and 118

So I know I've been very irresponsible with updating my posts. Sorry about that. So much going on, my laptop is stuck in safe mode, and I started my second job officially last thursday, and yeah all of that...did i mention I figured my life out yesterday. So excited...will post on it tomorrow. BTW, finally playing Kingdom hearts 2.8, and I will be exercising tonight. More on it tomorrow. Good night Lot citizens!

Day 114 and 115 Part A

Yesterday I was so tired and my muscles felt so heavy that I went to sleep, but did drink my grapefruit drink. I am 260.2 so i lost .6 since yesterday. I am about to drink my first bottle early so i can get in two drinks, i am working on making this happen. Also, I started my second job yesterday as a Direct Support Professional and today I paid for my ticket to Blerdcon and made my hotel reservations. Gonna run errands and I'll post when I get back. Toodles...

Day 113

So apparently my HP computer has gone haywire after updating a day ago. So now I'm on my dell laptop, with my new dell charger. Yay.  I know it's late so let me rush thru this. First off, last night's workout was awesome. I did 10 sets of 20 jumping jacks and because squats was hurting my lower back (i did do them right) I did variations of weight lifting in between the jumping jacks for a total of 80 lifts, so 8 lifts. Also, when i did the jumping jacks, i did it with the 5 lb weights. Pretty cool huh?
And yesterday I was 261.8 and now I'm 260.4. So i lost a total of 1.4 pounds. And that's not all. I also ate literally junk yesterday morning (why they buy damn doughnuts) and last night at work, I drank the grapefruit-cayenne-apple cider mix drink before drinking a bottle of water and I think that helped as well. All in all, if all that equates to 1.4 pounds a day, SO BE IT!!! Also know that I had a small kellogg's bar ( i think it's kelloggs) from the snack machine at work last night and tonight. Bc I ate it late (they gave me no break at work) at 11 I'll be working out at 2am. After that, sweet dreaming. Well I need to go. Will post tomorrow citizens. Be safe.

Day 112 Part B

So I just got home a little while ago. I finished my writing I was working on, and now gonna search the web, and probably some hw stuffs until 1am, then work out. Doing a new regimen, for now. Jumping jacks and jump squats. Trying to do heavy on the cardio so I can lose the 4 pounds I just gained. Also, I drank some grapefruit-cayenne-vinegar mix my sister has been on. I've had in within the last two weeks but I think it's beneficial to do it before working out along with a full bottle of water. I'm actually excited. Will tell all about it tomorrow. Good night!...oh btw, thanks for all the people following me and listening to me rant these past 3 months. Really insightful and no one has put me down. I appreciate that. I hope you are all following your goals and getting inspiration. GN!!

Day 109, 110, 111, and 112 Part A

So I'm so fucking behind on posts. I know, it sad, tonight I'm supposed to just do jumping jacks and jog around the driveway. My goal is to do 100 jumping jacks tonight. Since my back is being a pain due to my bed I'll just have to find a way around it. I'm going to be where I want to be damn it!! Hope everyone's Mother's Day was great, congrads to all the folks graduating out there, congrads to my c/o 2017 all over the world. Just 15 more weeks and I'm free.

Day 106, 107, and 108

So it's been a pretty weird like couple of rainy days. I went to the doctor on Thursday and weighed at 258. Not bad for being off regimen. I found my back was hurting from my old bed passed down so I flipped the mattress and know to take me meds before going to sleep. Today I had dinner with cousins, which was okay, wish it had been more of  us. I have 15 weeks til I finish grad school AND my sister is graduating tomorrow. Yay!!! So Saturday night i will go back to exercising. Toodles for now, and be safe.

Day 105

So I'm just going to skip my backache day and get to the highlight of my night...that musical episode for Once Upon A Time was lit as fuck. I loved every minute of it, every song, every dance manuever, the happy ending...until the Black Fairy's curse broke. But I knew it was coming...but I had a smile on my face the whole time, it was brilliant. That is all, good night!

Day 103 and Day 104

Yesterday I stayed up late doing a paper I should have been able to finish much earlier...hated that...

Today was depressing, thought I was able to save a bird that ended up dying only because I was told to put him back where his parents could get him...I'll never listen to stupid reasoning like that again. I could have took him to an animal place where he could have been fed and started flying in a day or so. Survival of the fittest, as a lady told me earlier on the phone, is the stupidest answer I've heard since I started grade school. I didn't exercise last night, but I can see that going below 257.6 lbs is starting to become a huge problem and desperate measures must be taken...water and apple cider and a few days of cleansing, so for tuesday through thursday, with the exception of trying to donate plasma on wednesday, that is what I should do. I'm sick of getting stuck at 257.6

I've binged through 8 episodes of Naruto and i can see that those episodes of leading up to madara and hashirama have definitely represented the world we live in today as well as the type of day I have been having...

Day 102

So let's be adult for a few seconds. Because of my menstrual cycle and not doing number 2 this morning, when I weighed myself I looked like I gained a pound. I was definitely irritated about this until i discussed it with my sister. I def worked out last night. Let's see how it goes monday morning. I have to wash clothes so Im not going to work out but will resume tomorrow...unless my clothes get cleaned before I hit bedtime. Also, today was FREE COMIC BOOK DAY, so I'll share what i got later and hope you enjoyed it as well. Also, my new workout song is Believer by Imagine Dragons, the best boost song evar!!! Feels like I can take on the world. Good night citizens and be safe!!

Day 101

Today has been kinda blah. I'm about to wash clothes, exercise, and I think I'll just wash my hair tomorrow night. Have been 257.6 for two days. I'm hoping to break that tonight...Work was blah...Positive stuff: one of my friends I thought about at the last second said she'd be interested in going to blerdcon and told her to ask her friends to see if they wanna go, so that was a great hour talk and coming into my room, I believe I see my Deidara wig (squeals in excitement) but not gonna open it till I'm 255 lbs. Also, tonight at work I bought a jumbo Uno Deck, it is HUGE. More on it later, have a good night citizens of Lot.

Day 100 Part B

Hey people. In case you haven't noticed, IT'S BEEN 100 DAYS!! And here's to 100 more. Today has been kinda blah with the food deal, but gonna work out in an hour, drank water, and hit the hey around 3am. Good night and be safe and may the 4th be with you!!

Day 100 Part A

Hello citizens,

     So I finally weigh 257.6. I've been waiting to get back to this weight for a minute now. As it turns out, if I keep doing what I'm doing, I'll be 255 or under it Sunday, just in time for meeting my goal for this organization I'm working on getting into. Also, by the end of the month I can be in the 230's ...OMGoddess yes!!

Did I mention that my dinner with my cousins is on the 12th and I would have lost 30 pounds since they saw me?

Day 99 Part C

Okay, I know it's late and I'm about to exercise, but WTF WAS THAT RUMPLE!?!?!?! I knew he didn't kill his mom, but to kill Emma, really?!?! And this dude was suppose to be the savior? She started this bs when she cut his prophesized life. All of this because of her. Somebody should have killed this bitch a minute ago.

Oh and Blue and Tiger Lily not off the hook either, because they should have told Rumple when he got older. Everybody is on the bs. I hope emma can get out of this one.

Day 99 Part B

So i shouldn't be upset about this, but I am, and I'm going to say what happened at work tonight.

So they ordered pizza for us at my retail job since we were doing inventory prep, which is looking at every single item in the store and making sure every single thing has a ticket. So I go on break, look thru all 4 boxes, and not one slice. I was mad and decided to eat a protein bar instead. I ask one of my coworkers did she eat and she said yeah, so I said at least everyone else got a slice. She was surprised I didn't get any. I was like whatever and went back to working. 15 minutes later, my store manager calls me to the front and and after asking said that wasn't right and that he'd treat me. Myself being angry said I wanted to finish working so i can just go home.

For the rest of teh hour or so we were there I was mad. I shouldn't have been, but I was upset in the car because it feels like no one gave enough thought to see if everyone had ate. I'm still mad and hopefully in the morning I won't be...maybe this weekend I'll buy pizza for the hell of it.  I'm so sick of this.

Day 99 Part A

Hello everyone. Is day 99 and I'm 258.4lbs. I'm happy. Last night's workout was perfect. I adjusted the weight lift part to not put straight on my shoulder area. Other than that, everything was good. This time next week I should be under 255. Right now, listening to Vixx Fantasy and getting ready to get out of here to run errands. Till next post!

Also starting to study Korean for this whole month. More on that next post!

Day 98

Hello citizens in the Kingdom of Lot,

I am home from work and it went pretty damn well, and productive...don't forget productive. I'm about to exercise at 12. I did last night but it went blah. Gonna work like hell. Trying to get under 250 by the end of the week. Also, I'm adding a apple vinegar-cayenne pepper-lemon juice-water type drink to my regimen in the morning only and at night only. Trying to get it together here and be the best I can be...be safe out there and listen to your chill music everyone once in a while to relax...right now I'm listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM7MFYoylVs. Good night!!

Day 96 and 97

It's been kinda blah around here. I exercised last night and will in a few. Trying to make it to 255 by Sunday. Main goal. Then I'll order garnet stuff, but I have to be 255. Other than that, good night!


Almost forgot...drove my car today and it cut off on me. Got that taken car of today from the seller. So I believe driving to Blerdcon is under way. That is all, good night!