Thursday, August 24, 2017

Days 207, 208, 209, 210, 211, and 212

So, the reason I haven't been blogging up to this point is that my schedule is kinda blah lol. I know i should just blog in the morning but the computer is slow. ANYWHO...

So me and my friend, long story way short, did a 7 day pass to Gold's Gym. I went back to 256 ish and yesterday was 253 last night. This morning I was like 252.8, so I'm quite excited. I plan to get a membership come next paycheck.

Usually our routine is check weight,  get on treadmill, get on other machines of choice, go to the sauna, then the hot tub, regular pool, shower, and then sleep. I love this fucking schedule.

Yesterday in particular I made it my goal to burn 500 calories, do some muscle work, and then finish off with pool and sauna. I burned 508 calories, walked 2.75 miles, and worked out my chest and arms. Even though my eating is blah and I'm still working on it, I don't eat anything when I get home, and this morning I ate bran with cranberries, love it.

Goals: by bday in october weigh 220, then by Nekocon in November weigh 210, by december weigh 200 for the first of the year new year's resolution pic...and then by katsucon in february I really am determined to be 180 ish. Plan to cosplay Fu from Naruto, Jake from Adventure Time, Garnet, possibly pokemon butterfree or pokemon trainer Iris, and Annie the Chicken Queen who is the mascot of Popeye's chicken...a lot I know.

Until morrow. Be safe, reach for your goals, and stay hydrated.

Friday, August 18, 2017

Day 203, 204, 205, and 206

Hello. So i feel bad that i haven't fully been on my fruit and veggie diet and will start completely on Sunday. A couple things have happened this week. First I mentioned coming back from Otakon, which was the SHIT!! Then I enjoyed my company. Came back to work on Tuesday, and I gets paid on Monday.

The past few days we have been eating home cooked food and I've enjoyed it, but really have goals to get to 220 minimum by my birthday, 210 by Nekocon (if I do/don't go) and 200 by the new year. I may get to go the gym later thanks to my friend's new membership, but if not, I did go outside and do 50 jumping jacks before running errands.

Also, while at Otakon, I had a heart to heart talk with one of my friends we hung out with at the con. On an honest note, dude is pretty heavy, sounded stern, doesn't drink a lot (which I respect) and is a virgin like me. After talking to him on Saturday while waiting for our people, I told myself I could see myself with him. He has a plan for his life, he's already in his field, wants to get his doctorate and of course likes anime. I liked him immediately. Come to find out, last night while talking on the phone, he agrees with just about everything I want to do and how I feel about life. That made me so excited last night...the only thing is he is out of state. We talked about it on messenger which made me call in the first place, but as I told my best friend, I don't really want looks, age, and location the reason I didn't find happiness...plus he thinks I'm pretty...which makes me happy as a tomboy.

I think this may be it. Now I'm gonna work hard to be the best I can be. Til morrow people, be safe, reach for your goals, and stay mother fucking hydrated!!!! This heat is not a game out here.

Monday, August 14, 2017

Day 202

Pretty much rested today and put up picks on facebook, hopefully I can put up one tomorrow evening. I also start working out and going back to my regimen tomorrow. New goal is to be 200 by my birthday and be ready for Nekocon in November. Well, here's to bedtime. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Day 197, 198, 199, 200, and 201

So I had no time to get back on and blog and I'm so so sorry. This weekend was Otakon and it was a blast!! More on it tomorrow. I weight 242.2 on Friday morning and ain't no telling how much I weigh now. I did so much walking and even exercised at the hotel gym yesterday morning. It was fun nonetheless. More on it tomorrow. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!!

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Day 196 Part C

Played Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep and I finished one part and couldn't finish the other...yeah it's vague sounding but that's how I'm gonna explain it. Got my nephew and myself ready for bed and I await tomorrow's crazy adventures. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!

Day 196 Part B

So I didn't go to work today, but I did get a nice check...which I can't cash til tomorrow. Also, my interview went well, but due to my lack of availability he couldn't hire me. I was so irritated by that today. To make myself feel better, I got food from the church, passed some out, got irritated I couldn't deposit my money order through the atm, and so I headed home. I really wanted to eat something bad, but I knew I have two days left, so I decided to make that spaghetti sauce I made yesterday. Only difference is I added more seasonings. Pretty good, feel a little bit better. About to play Kingdom Hearts BBS and I might do my paper to get it out the way. Otherwise, I'll do it later and watch Arrow. Until next post...

Day 196 Part A

Got up this morning and did a good small jog outside. Pretty decent. Had a bottle of water and my smoothie my sister made yesterday with greens. About to do so early homework, and then I'll play BBS...finally found it last night. Waiting on my manager to see if I do go to work...but in case I don't, I still gots me an interview at 3:30. Might also hand out food and clothes. Until next post!!

Monday, August 7, 2017

Day 195

In a bit of a hurry so let me speed up my day...


weighed 247.4 this morning...hell yell...manager had some trouble yesterday and so I didn't have to go to work today...nor my second job...again...wanted to play Kingdom Hearts BBS but couldn't find it...had time to lay down and listen to my favorite theme from Howls Moving Castle as well as the theme from Princess Mononoke...tried on so many clothes today...ate vegetables today and so many snap peas, but still no bread, starch, or meat. I gave food to two homeless people today, straightened up my dresser a bit...and watched food porn...meaning I am making Cream Buns on Thursday night if I have the ingredients and will post a pic. I have 4 freaking days. I need to work out in the morning and get to the office early to try and do some early homework. For now, I'm happy, it's raining so so beautifully outside, and I'm ready for bed. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Day 194 Part B

Hello. I am tired, I just braided and twisted my hair with water and mango butter while watching a motivation video and finished off with Bella Curls leave in conditioner. Feels great. Finished homework by the skin of my teeth. Also did about 10 "girl" push ups. Naw, let's not call them that, let's call them easy push ups...yeah. I did about 10 easy push ups with my arms getting used to proper form (elbows straight, not out). Feels great to hit the chest area. Speaking of which...

...I can't remember if I posted this but yesterday while out at the mall, my bf pressured for me to get measured. I went from a 46 G to a 42 G. Quite excited. Now if I can go down a cup size, we be in business, thus I'm pushing for push ups lol. Well, bout to get this 6-7 hour sleep before I start these jobs. Otakon is this week...gotta work hard, do my homework extra early and I weigh myself in the morning. Since I actually ate veggies this weekend, i don't believe I should have gained anything, but either way, I ate vegetables and had fruits so as long as I didn't go over 251 I think I can manage the rest of this week...

Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!!

Day 194 Part A

Hello ppl. Let me talk about what's happen so far today...

Made breakfast for everyone...not bad for someone who can't eat any of it, and my 9 year old niece and 3 year old nephew loved it. Mom loved it, and my dad just literally got what was left and he seemed satisfied. Used olive oil and citrus pepper and tumeric seasoning to season and cook the hotdogs in the over and used gouda cheese and olive oil and citrus pepper to do the toast...and of course made some boiled eggs.

Tried to exercise. Did my warm up, did my stretch, but thanks to these tires on my car, my dad stopped me in the middle my work out to go refill them, one of them i had put air in 30 minutes prior.

Irritated by the cayenne pill in my stomach I decided to make my smoothie...that went well, less than what I intended to make. However, my mom told me, while helping her in her room, that sauce needed to be made for the spaghetti since, as she says, "people in this house eat more sauce than actual spaghetti." Clearly not me, as I'm not eating pasta nor meat, so I said I'll do it. Got to eat a tomato with lemon pepper and I cut up a lot of good stuff, cut up tomatoes, put in some seasonings, let it all boiled for over I guess half an hour as I was putting the stuff in, and that shit came out awesome. Thinking of making this for the homeless. I tasted it before I put it in the pasta. Pretty good for  my first time making it from scratch and it contained tomatoes and all vegetables.

Now it's time for homework and I'll workout later...see ya.

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Day 192 and 193

Forgive me for not posting yesterday. When I was about to, the movie was about to start. Got a lot to say, but Im going to try and condense it.

Yesterday morning I weighed 249.2 pounds. Wish I could express the excitement I want to express in this blog but I'm a bit tired lol. Yesterday we saw Sailor Moon artwork at a place called Charm School Icecream Parlor (I assume this is the name) and it was quite nice. I had peppermint tea. Afterwards went to a jazz and bar place in which my sister and best friend wanted me to eat, so I settled for a tomato slice (technically a fruit) and had water and some alcohol the rest of the night.

Fast forward to today. I went to the Hello Kitty truck again. This time I just got a mug. I did have orange juice smoothie thing from the Star Bucks fridge and the last of my Naked Juice this morning for my "breakfast." I will say, once we got to FireBirds (restaurant) I did want to eat so thinking about less calories and stuff that could be in my smoothie, I got the Mixed Greens salad with plain lettuce, tomatoes, Jicama (vegetable), pecans (part of the fruit family) and a citrus lime vinaigrette. It was the best non meat salad I ever had. My friend insisted on me for a freaking 3 minutes to have the shrimp taco. After beating me down, I had the taco without the shrimp, but just teh mango pieces, lettuce, and sour cream. It was good...and I had cucumber vodka.

It occurred to me today that I have been, more or less, vegan. I just haven't had any meat substitute products. But the rest of this week, I believe I'll stick to my fruit stuffs and partial veggie drinks.

It's been very exciting and I didn't get to share all my awesome weekend details (saw Girl's Trip and Despicable Me 3 for a second time), but I enjoyed my self. Have a good night!!


Thursday, August 3, 2017

Day 191

So this morning I had no time to exercise, but it's okay. I stuck to my liquid like a boss. Drunk some water and finished my homework this afternoon. Finished at work and came home...more or less (not gonna get into it). As of midnight, I'm completely free of my retail job. Yeah. I feel so free. Celebrated my sister's birthday today. I actually was not tempted to eat cake. People need to do this juicing thing for real. I love smelling stuff, but I'm not tempted to eat. That makes me so happy that I'm in control. I wonder if this would be an alternative for those who are anorexic??? I think I might research that. Getting in calories but not really eating solid foods, but still getting in nutrients. Slow process back to health. I really need to research that. Anyone can message  me if they have info about anorexia. Anorexia is really needs a whole post to itself in the future...

On the other hand, gonna drink some more of this water and weigh myself in the morning. So excited, so happy. My car is gonna get checked by my cousin next week before Otakon, so I'll be safe on my way to DC. Man, it's just great. In case anyone is bored this Thursday night, look up the Purple Mattress Protector commercial with the sasquatch family, it's hilarious and has me rolling. Well, off to bed then. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night!!

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Day 190

Tried in clothes today and pretty excited to have my final line up for otakon: superman, seidara, and garnet. Cant wait to weigh myself Friday. So excited. Today was also my last working day of my retail job. FINALLY!! And i have an interview next week for a cookie place. Money and school and cons and family and weight loss. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night.

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Day 189

Hello. Today was an okay day.  My computer acted up at home but was in its best behavior at work, had to skip exercising today due to time, atill looking for an evening job, and had a good day at work. Im happy...cant wait til otakon though. Also after i blog i gets to go to bed early. Need that awesomw 8 hours. Be safe, reach for your goals, and good night.