Hello Kingdom of Lot.
Well, a few things have happened. I ballooned up to the 260s but due to making 12,000 steps my goal everyday, I have been making it back down and hopefully in a few days back to the 250s.
Also, I have started my Japanese 30 day challenge and in the next 30 minutes to an hour I hope to be working on day 6 so that I can start day 7 sometime in the afternoon (working at night and all).
Recently I visited my sister in the hospital and gained some advice on nursing. I can definitely, and was suggested, to do bio at the community college, but there's an online bsn program at a college in my state and I'm thrilled since the suggestion came from someone who's sister is doing it now. Btw, my sister is doing okay and I hope she will be home in a few days time.
My boyfriend visited last weekend and twas awesome. Today while watching some "stuff" I came to the conclusion about something. My body is definitely not where I want it to be, but my boyfriend has said time and time again that if we wanted to break virginity, he was willing to if I was, and loves how I look. He's well aware of me wanting to get back down (hell he had surgery to lose 100 pounds himself, and he looks GOOD) but it took my own realization to realize I need to stop worrying about other's opinions of how my body is seen. Even though I would like to wear my favorite things, he loves me for me, and I think it was important to say that. Here's to the month of April bringing in new perspectives, getting back to 230s, and starting work on my 4 cosplays for the summer. Stay positive!!
