I'm so tired right now. One of the rules for the eating regimen is that you're able to go to bed 4 hours after your last meal and that means bedtime for me is around 1:15am. I had pizza with cauliflower as the crust, garlic, turkey pepperoni, and other veggies my sister added...and of course no cheese. I'm currently listening to sugar free, ironic I know, but I found it to be my new thang from T-ara and it is hype. I'll also be watching an episode of Once Upon a Time to make the time go by and drink one more bottle of water. Off to do my thing....night.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Day 35 Part B
Hello,
I'm so tired right now. One of the rules for the eating regimen is that you're able to go to bed 4 hours after your last meal and that means bedtime for me is around 1:15am. I had pizza with cauliflower as the crust, garlic, turkey pepperoni, and other veggies my sister added...and of course no cheese. I'm currently listening to sugar free, ironic I know, but I found it to be my new thang from T-ara and it is hype. I'll also be watching an episode of Once Upon a Time to make the time go by and drink one more bottle of water. Off to do my thing....night.
I'm so tired right now. One of the rules for the eating regimen is that you're able to go to bed 4 hours after your last meal and that means bedtime for me is around 1:15am. I had pizza with cauliflower as the crust, garlic, turkey pepperoni, and other veggies my sister added...and of course no cheese. I'm currently listening to sugar free, ironic I know, but I found it to be my new thang from T-ara and it is hype. I'll also be watching an episode of Once Upon a Time to make the time go by and drink one more bottle of water. Off to do my thing....night.
Day 35 Part A
So today has been "all over the place." Today I started a new "eating regimen" with my middle sister. So far so good, stuck to it. Had a mini wrap (bought mini wraps yesterday) with baked fish and veggies and garlic pieces and it was yum. Took me 20 minutes to eat it while watching Once Upon a Time. I just finished my 10 minute workout involving my new 5 lb weights. Did pretty good. Had to motivate myself bc I was not happy. Been wanting to exercise all day but couldn't. Looked up pics of Grimmjow and reminded myself, I wanna cosplay this handsome hunk by halloween. In order to do that, as well as cosplay garnet and deidara, I have to put forth the effort...so after I eat my "vegan" pizza at work today and take "other" stuff associated with this new eating regimen, my day will be over. I'll post after work...or during idk?
Monday, February 27, 2017
Day 34
Good evening folks, messaging from my phone since im otw home from work. Did not eat properly or good for that matter. Will explain later. Have a good night.
Sunday, February 26, 2017
Day 33
Hello,
Today has been a wonderful day. I got to work a few minutes late, but after leaving work it has been great. Since my dad had put some chemical stuff around the house no one could come home until after 7 so I decided to do my homework at the mall. I went shopping first. I went to hot topic (as always) and my goal is to wear an xl so i can wear all the designs I want...but since i didn't feel the need to buy anything from there, I headed to torrid, which is also a company under the same umbrella as hot topic, but carried plus size clothing...long story short, I intended to go to get two bras...needed them...instead I picked up two exercise bras and one was on clearance (in teh wrong spot) while the other wasn't. the cashier explained to me the clearance stuff was buy 1 get 2 free...my ass went over to that good ole rack, ravaged around and tried on stuff for about 15 minutes before deciding on two dresses. Now, I'm very tomboyish but I had to get these dresses and I'll post a pick of them tomorrow. A strapless dress, a leaf patterned dress, and an exercise bra, for about $30. That's the shizz.
I ate a grilled chicken salad with greek sauce...which was actually pretty good, gonna admit to a piece or 2 or cheese cake, my morning shake, and two mandarin oranges...and that's it..that's all i hate...and I bit a small piece of mom's lobster. Her and dad and my youngest sister went to red lobster. Well, came home to all my clothes on the bed...yay clean clothes...and now I'm playing birth by sleep while my nephew is on my phone looking at toddler stuff. So I bid you all a good night.
Today has been a wonderful day. I got to work a few minutes late, but after leaving work it has been great. Since my dad had put some chemical stuff around the house no one could come home until after 7 so I decided to do my homework at the mall. I went shopping first. I went to hot topic (as always) and my goal is to wear an xl so i can wear all the designs I want...but since i didn't feel the need to buy anything from there, I headed to torrid, which is also a company under the same umbrella as hot topic, but carried plus size clothing...long story short, I intended to go to get two bras...needed them...instead I picked up two exercise bras and one was on clearance (in teh wrong spot) while the other wasn't. the cashier explained to me the clearance stuff was buy 1 get 2 free...my ass went over to that good ole rack, ravaged around and tried on stuff for about 15 minutes before deciding on two dresses. Now, I'm very tomboyish but I had to get these dresses and I'll post a pick of them tomorrow. A strapless dress, a leaf patterned dress, and an exercise bra, for about $30. That's the shizz.
I ate a grilled chicken salad with greek sauce...which was actually pretty good, gonna admit to a piece or 2 or cheese cake, my morning shake, and two mandarin oranges...and that's it..that's all i hate...and I bit a small piece of mom's lobster. Her and dad and my youngest sister went to red lobster. Well, came home to all my clothes on the bed...yay clean clothes...and now I'm playing birth by sleep while my nephew is on my phone looking at toddler stuff. So I bid you all a good night.
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Day 32 Part C
Hey, been a pretty easy going evening. Found some funny stuff and informative stuff. In the midst of breaking thru a grad paper I should have worked on...earlier. So yeah, will post morrow. night folk!
Day 32 Part B
So I took my 20 minute walk/jog. Was exhilarating. It's in the beginning stages of downpour...you know...drops here and there and the humidity is perfect. About to take my levothyroxine.
Also, remember that post I said about my sister getting on my nerves. I asked her to help do the bathroom while I do the kitchen. Cleaning one's room does not count as part of the house someone will see when they come to the house, so that's why I said please do the bathroom. She comments: "I'm cleaning my room." Okay. Not talking to you. Then she gonna ask me to take her to walmart to get a laptop. I said no. You didn't help me clean. So her and mom gone now, just as I finished my walk. Now I have the house to myself. After I sweep the kitchen floor, and clean off the table, I'm going to my room, will have my salad (or what's left to make it) in a wrap with some mandarin oranges and start the first paragraph of my assignment. Then I'll see about playing birth by sleep, washing my sweaty hair, and doing my taxes.
Wanted to find a pic to put here, but couldn't, so instead I'll put a link of the song I'm addicted to now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZvJY7_gyfw
Also, remember that post I said about my sister getting on my nerves. I asked her to help do the bathroom while I do the kitchen. Cleaning one's room does not count as part of the house someone will see when they come to the house, so that's why I said please do the bathroom. She comments: "I'm cleaning my room." Okay. Not talking to you. Then she gonna ask me to take her to walmart to get a laptop. I said no. You didn't help me clean. So her and mom gone now, just as I finished my walk. Now I have the house to myself. After I sweep the kitchen floor, and clean off the table, I'm going to my room, will have my salad (or what's left to make it) in a wrap with some mandarin oranges and start the first paragraph of my assignment. Then I'll see about playing birth by sleep, washing my sweaty hair, and doing my taxes.
Wanted to find a pic to put here, but couldn't, so instead I'll put a link of the song I'm addicted to now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZvJY7_gyfw
Day 32 Part A
So a couple things...
Happy saturday, it's nice here in Richmond, Va. Going to thunderstorm later, but eh, it's nice just how i like it. Second thing, whenever I get the means to live on my own, if I ever do, my youngest sibling is never living with me. I know she's the youngest and considered the baby, but she is really getting on my fucking nerves with her backtalk and not helping when asked. I have finalized in my head, so I won't overeat, I will walk and job and do my homework and watch my shows today, and more importantly, I will clean the kitchen and bathroom today. So I'll post after I get some stuff done, and I can tell you guys about my homeless project details. Toodles.
Happy saturday, it's nice here in Richmond, Va. Going to thunderstorm later, but eh, it's nice just how i like it. Second thing, whenever I get the means to live on my own, if I ever do, my youngest sibling is never living with me. I know she's the youngest and considered the baby, but she is really getting on my fucking nerves with her backtalk and not helping when asked. I have finalized in my head, so I won't overeat, I will walk and job and do my homework and watch my shows today, and more importantly, I will clean the kitchen and bathroom today. So I'll post after I get some stuff done, and I can tell you guys about my homeless project details. Toodles.
Friday, February 24, 2017
Day 31 Part B
So today started off quite negative and after dealing with telling my cousin for the umpth time I was not taking my little cousin to school because I got home late and refuse to jump up 4 hours later, and taking my sister to teh dentist, I can say I had a pretty decent day. One thing I didn't particularly like was the first group of people I fed today...btw, did my homeless project stuff today...more about specifics later. They looked like they would argue over the stuff when I said share, so I ended up passing it out like they were five. One guy didn't want anything, but in the end, I was thanked and fed about 20 or so more people. The last two people gave me hugs and I was satisfied. There's more I wanted to say but can explain later in a different post...
I really dream of having a homeless non profit organization where homeless and those struggling can come in, clean up, eat, have a place to sleep, build a resume, get their state ids and social security cards, get a job, and after 2 months or so, find a place of their own. If I can do that for at least one person, I believe I would have done my job in helping someone. Logic for me is that if everyone spared minimum a freaking penny to someone in need, we wouldn't have as many problems, but of course, negative circumstances (homeless drunks, greedy people, stereotypes about the homeless) make it bad for everyone. Some of the people I've talked to are only homeless because a job laid them off, and I think that is real trifling. But hopefully soon or by the summer, I can have a building that gets them all off the street and helps them regain their lives. On to kh birth by sleep and then once upon a time...oh yeah, I did not walk today because i had to leave this morning for my sister's appointment but I did eat chicken, chicken wrap, peanuts, had my shake, water, and lots of halo oranges...they are so freaking good...okay, i'm going now...
I really dream of having a homeless non profit organization where homeless and those struggling can come in, clean up, eat, have a place to sleep, build a resume, get their state ids and social security cards, get a job, and after 2 months or so, find a place of their own. If I can do that for at least one person, I believe I would have done my job in helping someone. Logic for me is that if everyone spared minimum a freaking penny to someone in need, we wouldn't have as many problems, but of course, negative circumstances (homeless drunks, greedy people, stereotypes about the homeless) make it bad for everyone. Some of the people I've talked to are only homeless because a job laid them off, and I think that is real trifling. But hopefully soon or by the summer, I can have a building that gets them all off the street and helps them regain their lives. On to kh birth by sleep and then once upon a time...oh yeah, I did not walk today because i had to leave this morning for my sister's appointment but I did eat chicken, chicken wrap, peanuts, had my shake, water, and lots of halo oranges...they are so freaking good...okay, i'm going now...
Thursday, February 23, 2017
Day 31 Part A
So...something I want to say bc it bothering me. I am really upset bc I feel I'll never be with anyone, I won't really fit in how I want, and I'm just irritated and upset. Tonight I left reggae night at the place I was at that we host poetry at bc the reggae was starting to bug me so I thought I'll go downtown and find my sisters who took Lyft to go to some clubs. I drive downtown for a full fucking half an hour waiting for them to tell me where they are. I been literally waiting since 12:15. Then at 1:30 my sister sends me a text telling where they are once I'm over a main bridge that connects our area called Shock Bottom to southside Richmond, where we live. What the hell. I drive home to see they just got their as well with them in teh truck but also a Lyft driver???
I'm upset because I always look forward to going out and meeting new people. I never get a chance for that. I'm freaking 27, with no boyfriend, no friends to actually get together, and everyone who likes the stuff I like is on a totally different schedule...sometimes i wish I had a twin who wanted to do everything I wanted to do...but that will never happen.
I'm upset because I always look forward to going out and meeting new people. I never get a chance for that. I'm freaking 27, with no boyfriend, no friends to actually get together, and everyone who likes the stuff I like is on a totally different schedule...sometimes i wish I had a twin who wanted to do everything I wanted to do...but that will never happen.
Day 30 Part B
Good evening people, well im out trying to have fun. Im currently doing this by phone so im not going to say much...anywhoo I ate 2 salads today, just had 8 beef meatballs with vodka and pineapple, and earlier had 2 salmon cakes...btw, I really wanted some juice but forbid from that and had two cutie oranges...yum yum lol. Well off into the night.
Day 30 Part A
Good morning...well good afternoon rather lol,
So this is the 30th day and I believe the hardest sweat I've had. Today I had my shake, my vitamin, my fish oil, and my levothyroxine. At the moment, I'm getting ready to clean the kitchen counters and wash and dry clothes. Around 1:30 ish I'll eat a salad...oh yeah, I went and bought spinach, croutons (I'll ween off of them into something else hopefully), blue cheese dressing (bc I'm used to it and don't feel like experimenting with something else), already cooked chicken strips (which I'll shred onto the salad), and a red onion...simply bc it's the shizz.
My day started out kind of negative but after the workout, I think I'll have a pretty easy going day. I have homework to do and need to do taxes...tomorrow...and I need to catch up on like 5 damn shows. Green Arrow, my baby Flash, sailor moon (so i can get into crystal sailor moon), supergirl, and dc's legends of tomorrow. I just got back onto Once Upon a Time, in which I am in the 6th seasona and now realize I'm not behind by too many episodes. So excited. Well, I'll post in a few hours. Happy Thursday!
So this is the 30th day and I believe the hardest sweat I've had. Today I had my shake, my vitamin, my fish oil, and my levothyroxine. At the moment, I'm getting ready to clean the kitchen counters and wash and dry clothes. Around 1:30 ish I'll eat a salad...oh yeah, I went and bought spinach, croutons (I'll ween off of them into something else hopefully), blue cheese dressing (bc I'm used to it and don't feel like experimenting with something else), already cooked chicken strips (which I'll shred onto the salad), and a red onion...simply bc it's the shizz.
My day started out kind of negative but after the workout, I think I'll have a pretty easy going day. I have homework to do and need to do taxes...tomorrow...and I need to catch up on like 5 damn shows. Green Arrow, my baby Flash, sailor moon (so i can get into crystal sailor moon), supergirl, and dc's legends of tomorrow. I just got back onto Once Upon a Time, in which I am in the 6th seasona and now realize I'm not behind by too many episodes. So excited. Well, I'll post in a few hours. Happy Thursday!
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
Day 29 Part B
So...took mom to doctor appt and it went well, she gets her meds, and all is right with the world.
I decided to go to work tonight to make some extra money and avoid something I didn't want to do...
...and now it bites me because I agree to take my cousin to school (he's 5) but then 2 hours later, his grandma ask me to pic her up...I'm going to need some communication going on between my cousins...
...but you know what? it's okay...bc this is the last time I'm doing this...this if I want to fucking stay up late or fucking sleep in (i do closing shift so I can get home as late as midnight) then I can. So with that, and my overpriced meds I got today, I bid a good night.
I decided to go to work tonight to make some extra money and avoid something I didn't want to do...
...and now it bites me because I agree to take my cousin to school (he's 5) but then 2 hours later, his grandma ask me to pic her up...I'm going to need some communication going on between my cousins...
...but you know what? it's okay...bc this is the last time I'm doing this...this if I want to fucking stay up late or fucking sleep in (i do closing shift so I can get home as late as midnight) then I can. So with that, and my overpriced meds I got today, I bid a good night.
Day 29 Part A
Hello,
Today, I plan to drink just water and start back on my shakes in the morning. So i will need a vitamin and start on my levothyroxine (25 mcg for those care about that). Also, since I have an inhaler, I will start donating plasma hopefully twice a week. It's a good way to keep up with my weight. help others, and I can make some money for myself and save for my homeless project.
Side note: read the original story of Aladdin so I can watch Once Upon a Time last night...well, you have gots to read it and here's the link: http://www.fpx.de/fp/Disney/Tales/Aladdin.html
My goal by by the end of the month is to see if I can be in solely a size 20...let's see if we can make that goal a reality...
Today, I plan to drink just water and start back on my shakes in the morning. So i will need a vitamin and start on my levothyroxine (25 mcg for those care about that). Also, since I have an inhaler, I will start donating plasma hopefully twice a week. It's a good way to keep up with my weight. help others, and I can make some money for myself and save for my homeless project.
Side note: read the original story of Aladdin so I can watch Once Upon a Time last night...well, you have gots to read it and here's the link: http://www.fpx.de/fp/Disney/Tales/Aladdin.html
My goal by by the end of the month is to see if I can be in solely a size 20...let's see if we can make that goal a reality...
Tuesday, February 21, 2017
Day 28 Part C
So it's late, got home, ate some chocolate I bought, which I must say taste more blah to me bc I haven't been eating it like talking about these last 2 months, and I'm about to get off play kh so I can watch at least one episode of once upon a time...I know it's past midnight, but the day ain't over til I fall asleep lol, much better now and thanks to the unexpected crap this evening, I will be getting my thyroid meds and inhaler tomorrow. Good night folks.
Day 28 Part B
So I believe in the philosophy of good day and bad day...definitely. I went to the doctor today as a new patient. Went extremely well, until I got home. As soon as I walked in teh door my youngest sister asked to take the car so they could take my cousin home and get their "eyebrows" done basically. I rather take myself to work. Last time my coworker had to take me home. Instead of taking a whole fuss and hearing the bullshit later, I went and put my clothes in my bag, got two pieces of cake (yes, to keep my mouth shut) and on top of that, hit my toe in the bathroom door...I want a car but want to pay for it straight up with no problems, which means I'm going to have to wait til next month to get a damn car.
Another thing, I know me eating certain stuff can be bad but levothyroxine does not mean i will stop eating that stuff, my mother doesn't seem to realize that hurts my feelings. I'm the one fucking walking in the morning to help myself. $1,000 suv is all i need. 3 more paychecks and I should be able to just buy a simple suv. I can't fucking wait. I'm straight driving to nowhere with my music on blast.
Maybe I'll go pick up my two girls and have a day of doing what I want to do. Video games, movies, and now that I'm back into salads, get me a chicken salad fit for a queen. Posting after work. Dream vehicle below...well, one of them...
Another thing, I know me eating certain stuff can be bad but levothyroxine does not mean i will stop eating that stuff, my mother doesn't seem to realize that hurts my feelings. I'm the one fucking walking in the morning to help myself. $1,000 suv is all i need. 3 more paychecks and I should be able to just buy a simple suv. I can't fucking wait. I'm straight driving to nowhere with my music on blast.
Maybe I'll go pick up my two girls and have a day of doing what I want to do. Video games, movies, and now that I'm back into salads, get me a chicken salad fit for a queen. Posting after work. Dream vehicle below...well, one of them...
Day 28 Part A
So I got up this morning with the intention of NOT taking my 3rd cousin to school bc of other stuff. Low and behold his grandma lost her wallet in the car so on my way to taking my mom to work i had to stop by there ANYWAY. You know, I'm starting to see a pattern with these "good days" and "bad days." Yesterday, was a good day. Today started off shitty because I did not plan on going down there, now my 2nd cousin got an attitude. I don't care for that. I'm going outside to exercise this bullshit off...
...on a positive note, last night I saw someone's transformation and just had to find her. Her page is https://www.instagram.com/p/BM2l5K0gYW-/ and bruh that got me hype. I'm ready to jump up my journey regardless of what's going on around me because I want to be 180 lbs, wearing more cosplays, and be a happy healthy person. I REFUSE to give up to foolishness!!
...on a positive note, last night I saw someone's transformation and just had to find her. Her page is https://www.instagram.com/p/BM2l5K0gYW-/ and bruh that got me hype. I'm ready to jump up my journey regardless of what's going on around me because I want to be 180 lbs, wearing more cosplays, and be a happy healthy person. I REFUSE to give up to foolishness!!
Monday, February 20, 2017
Day 27 Part B
Hello fellow folk,
So today has been an oddly happy day. Even though it started off with catching up on loss sleep, I completed Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep (Aqua's Story) and now need to go back and fill in stuff I didn't do so I can get that secret ending. I didn't even stretch today, I just got on my shoes, put on some tunes and literally walked outside in the nice sunshine. Felt like a lazy saturday/sunday afternoon. I finally got to meet with a client's parents to get the okay to have him as a mentee, and I'm excited that I get to go to the doctor tomorrow.
I can say that being on here has been helpful. I know I haven't stuck to my eating plan 100% but I have accounted for everyday in my blogs and posting and talking about what I eat is extremely helpful in the long run. Glad to have more people following posts (blogger and tumblr) and here's to staying happy and getting the body I want. Night.
So today has been an oddly happy day. Even though it started off with catching up on loss sleep, I completed Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep (Aqua's Story) and now need to go back and fill in stuff I didn't do so I can get that secret ending. I didn't even stretch today, I just got on my shoes, put on some tunes and literally walked outside in the nice sunshine. Felt like a lazy saturday/sunday afternoon. I finally got to meet with a client's parents to get the okay to have him as a mentee, and I'm excited that I get to go to the doctor tomorrow.
I can say that being on here has been helpful. I know I haven't stuck to my eating plan 100% but I have accounted for everyday in my blogs and posting and talking about what I eat is extremely helpful in the long run. Glad to have more people following posts (blogger and tumblr) and here's to staying happy and getting the body I want. Night.
Day 26 and Day 27 Part A
Day 26
It was an okay day. I went to work, came home, talked with my sister about the sailor moon collection she bought, did my homework, listened to kpop and jpop tunes, and watched Once Upon a Time. Man I miss watching that show. I also got to look up info on who they thought the Dragon character was (if you watch the show, just know I was thinking American Dragon from Disney). Also, I like every type of tale you were ever told is in this show...I mean come on, they added Dr. jekyll and mr hyde, and the count of monte cristo!!!! Bruh!! When I finished watching a few episodes I had to take my sister to the hospital for her tooth hurting her...which leads me to...
Day 27 Part A
...I went to sleep at 5:40am. When I finally got myself together I took my sister to school, then decided to get something to eat before exercising this afternoon. So I got the best meal evar. I went to Kroger's salad bar, got me spinach leaves, lettuce, croutons, red onions (da ish), chicken, craisins (yes), cheese, and blue cheese dressing. I also got mandarin oranges, 1 boiled egg (2 halves), and bought a drink called Lifeway that does probiotic milkshakes. Pretty damn good. Gonna drink some in the morning. I did a simple 20 minute walk simply listening to music and now I'm bout to shower. See yall in a bit.
It was an okay day. I went to work, came home, talked with my sister about the sailor moon collection she bought, did my homework, listened to kpop and jpop tunes, and watched Once Upon a Time. Man I miss watching that show. I also got to look up info on who they thought the Dragon character was (if you watch the show, just know I was thinking American Dragon from Disney). Also, I like every type of tale you were ever told is in this show...I mean come on, they added Dr. jekyll and mr hyde, and the count of monte cristo!!!! Bruh!! When I finished watching a few episodes I had to take my sister to the hospital for her tooth hurting her...which leads me to...
Day 27 Part A
...I went to sleep at 5:40am. When I finally got myself together I took my sister to school, then decided to get something to eat before exercising this afternoon. So I got the best meal evar. I went to Kroger's salad bar, got me spinach leaves, lettuce, croutons, red onions (da ish), chicken, craisins (yes), cheese, and blue cheese dressing. I also got mandarin oranges, 1 boiled egg (2 halves), and bought a drink called Lifeway that does probiotic milkshakes. Pretty damn good. Gonna drink some in the morning. I did a simple 20 minute walk simply listening to music and now I'm bout to shower. See yall in a bit.
Saturday, February 18, 2017
Day 25
It seems that today was an "all over the place" type day. Yesterday had some beef. Today, did my jumping jacks, walk, and 5 push ups, was all jolly and with a few drinks this evening it was blah. I've gotten far in my Aqua story of kingdom heart birth by sleep. I'm on it now.
Right now I'm irritated at how my nephew, his mom (sister) and his dad were in the living room talking about the girl doing yoga, which I heavily adore (jessamyne stanley on youtube; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-D62Vc_z0zk is a good one to look at) and then we all start joking about dudes doing finger push ups (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPETxvy6fmk) and asked my future brother in law to do some. He started doing a regular push up and as soon as my 3 year old jumped on his back he fell. and so when I began to do push ups I was told I wasn't doing regular form, stick to "girl" push ups. That fuckin pisses me off. I believe I did fine. Especially since you fell as soon as your son jumped on your back. He was on mine for 3 push ups before my shirt rose up, which resulted in me taking him off.
I don't know guys. Maybe I need to put a pic up of me in push up form next weekend. I'll strive to do that. Good night.
Right now I'm irritated at how my nephew, his mom (sister) and his dad were in the living room talking about the girl doing yoga, which I heavily adore (jessamyne stanley on youtube; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-D62Vc_z0zk is a good one to look at) and then we all start joking about dudes doing finger push ups (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPETxvy6fmk) and asked my future brother in law to do some. He started doing a regular push up and as soon as my 3 year old jumped on his back he fell. and so when I began to do push ups I was told I wasn't doing regular form, stick to "girl" push ups. That fuckin pisses me off. I believe I did fine. Especially since you fell as soon as your son jumped on your back. He was on mine for 3 push ups before my shirt rose up, which resulted in me taking him off.
I don't know guys. Maybe I need to put a pic up of me in push up form next weekend. I'll strive to do that. Good night.
Friday, February 17, 2017
Day 24 Part B
Hello,
I believe I have found a way to get back on track. So, I like frozen like smoothies. We had bought some Naked juice smoothies from Sam's club and I love them partially frozen. Took me an hour to get down the small "on-the-go" ones. I like that because I'm getting my calories, but also I'm not overdoing stuffing my face, I also have been playing KH Birth by Sleep and may I say it calmed me down from earlier's endeavor, because I definitely was going to put something negative...But anywho, I'm content and about to lay it down for the night...
Oh yeah, my mother came across a post that was a little disturbing and sad. Don't feel like explaining too much but I will say I started doing push ups and crunches immediately on the floor. Man today's world. Glad doctors were involved...some of yall confused about what I'm talking about...just click on the link, can't wait til i get outside tomorrow. Good night, stay healthy, and stay safe.
http://www.cnn.com/2016/12/11/health/worlds-heaviest-woman-egypt-india-operation/
I believe I have found a way to get back on track. So, I like frozen like smoothies. We had bought some Naked juice smoothies from Sam's club and I love them partially frozen. Took me an hour to get down the small "on-the-go" ones. I like that because I'm getting my calories, but also I'm not overdoing stuffing my face, I also have been playing KH Birth by Sleep and may I say it calmed me down from earlier's endeavor, because I definitely was going to put something negative...But anywho, I'm content and about to lay it down for the night...
Oh yeah, my mother came across a post that was a little disturbing and sad. Don't feel like explaining too much but I will say I started doing push ups and crunches immediately on the floor. Man today's world. Glad doctors were involved...some of yall confused about what I'm talking about...just click on the link, can't wait til i get outside tomorrow. Good night, stay healthy, and stay safe.
http://www.cnn.com/2016/12/11/health/worlds-heaviest-woman-egypt-india-operation/
Day 23 Part D and Day 24 Part A
Day 23 Part D
So tonight I gave a friend a ps3 controller (off brand) for his daughter). He loved it. I worked on a poem for a while, and then went home. I looked at something online with the intent to play on my ps3 but was tired and went to sleep.
Day 24 Part A
Im going to be honest about this. This morning after taking my cousin to school, hell kinda broke loose. I wanted to get up this morning, chill for a bit, then take my walk or jog. Didn't work out that way. My mom was upset about a few things, including how my sister talks to her and she wanted the fridge to be cleaned out. My younger sister on top of that decides to get mcdonalds. I wish she hadn't. I successfully got me and mom doctor appts set for next week, 1 positive, and because I needed new food containers, I ran into someone in need (possibly homeless guy who looked like he needed a bath) and bought him some stuff and gave him a few dollars, 2nd positive. However, coming back home, after dodging 3 attempts this morning of eating food, I ate a egg and cheese biscuit from mcdonalds...I'm really believing I should have not ate on valentine's day...now I don't feel my day is "ruined" but I do feel irritated that I ate it. I decided since I ate today, I might as well eat nutritional stuff at home and get rid of some of the food and give it to the homeless. I will post soon.
So tonight I gave a friend a ps3 controller (off brand) for his daughter). He loved it. I worked on a poem for a while, and then went home. I looked at something online with the intent to play on my ps3 but was tired and went to sleep.
Day 24 Part A
Im going to be honest about this. This morning after taking my cousin to school, hell kinda broke loose. I wanted to get up this morning, chill for a bit, then take my walk or jog. Didn't work out that way. My mom was upset about a few things, including how my sister talks to her and she wanted the fridge to be cleaned out. My younger sister on top of that decides to get mcdonalds. I wish she hadn't. I successfully got me and mom doctor appts set for next week, 1 positive, and because I needed new food containers, I ran into someone in need (possibly homeless guy who looked like he needed a bath) and bought him some stuff and gave him a few dollars, 2nd positive. However, coming back home, after dodging 3 attempts this morning of eating food, I ate a egg and cheese biscuit from mcdonalds...I'm really believing I should have not ate on valentine's day...now I don't feel my day is "ruined" but I do feel irritated that I ate it. I decided since I ate today, I might as well eat nutritional stuff at home and get rid of some of the food and give it to the homeless. I will post soon.
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
Day 23 Part C
Hello
So I had a good evening. Had my evening on my shoulders walking around the house. I actually did a variation of 10 squats with him on my shoulders getting on and off the couch. I played some KH Birth By Sleep and I did 15 leg lifts...like I said I would do this evening. Since I ate a bunch of junk these past two days, I'm "detoxing" so I can start fresh tomorrow, back to the old routine. Fruit, I am going to drink Naked juice...which can give me a "bit" of leeway, and also I am still going be on water and milk, taking a vitamin, and I still have my meds from the hospital. Yay. Gonna do blah stuff for a while, then bed time. Night. (If anyone bored, listen to Exo Overdose, like I am right now).
So I had a good evening. Had my evening on my shoulders walking around the house. I actually did a variation of 10 squats with him on my shoulders getting on and off the couch. I played some KH Birth By Sleep and I did 15 leg lifts...like I said I would do this evening. Since I ate a bunch of junk these past two days, I'm "detoxing" so I can start fresh tomorrow, back to the old routine. Fruit, I am going to drink Naked juice...which can give me a "bit" of leeway, and also I am still going be on water and milk, taking a vitamin, and I still have my meds from the hospital. Yay. Gonna do blah stuff for a while, then bed time. Night. (If anyone bored, listen to Exo Overdose, like I am right now).
Day 23 Part B
Hey,
So, I get home, been an okay day, and I decide to FINALLY watch this movie I've been talked to about called "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Um9a2_GmXK4". So, this movie has a message that you will get by the middle of the movie. It sad, some of you may have already seen it, some of yall can't stomach the film. If you can handle 10 minutes of the film, you can handle the whole thing...maybe even watch Human Centipede. Will post again very soon.
Day 22 and Day 23 Part A
Day 22
Today is Valentine's Day. I ate my honey garlic/dijon chicken, which was amazing, and enjoyed at dinner, I didn't have to go to work...mommy got bday gifts, and I gave my family Black History Month shirts...awesome shirts I might add. The only things that f'ed me over yesterday was only getting 2 hours of sleep from cleaning the kitchen and my bedroom, and having a freaking headache and neckache over it. I took my meds from the hospital and was knocked out.
Day 23 Part A
So Valentine's day poured over into today. Because of errands being run, won't be walking today, but definitely doing leg lifts this evening. About to run out, will post later. To all the couples and singles (me) and bday people, I hope you enjoyed Valentine's Day.
Today is Valentine's Day. I ate my honey garlic/dijon chicken, which was amazing, and enjoyed at dinner, I didn't have to go to work...mommy got bday gifts, and I gave my family Black History Month shirts...awesome shirts I might add. The only things that f'ed me over yesterday was only getting 2 hours of sleep from cleaning the kitchen and my bedroom, and having a freaking headache and neckache over it. I took my meds from the hospital and was knocked out.
Day 23 Part A
So Valentine's day poured over into today. Because of errands being run, won't be walking today, but definitely doing leg lifts this evening. About to run out, will post later. To all the couples and singles (me) and bday people, I hope you enjoyed Valentine's Day.
Monday, February 13, 2017
Day 21 Part B
Well,
I'm not going to complain, just know I'm going to get me a vehicle because I can't do this anymore. Good news that I did get is that one of my old co-workers came back after months of being out the country. He is younger than me by 6 or so years, but he so adorable and he made my evening...along with talking to my other young co-worker about Kingdom Hearts.
My other co-worker took me home and she is such a lovely lady. Hope she has the best bday evar...as well as my mom lol. Bought my mom and brother (the one that got parole) some clothes. Getting ready to play kingdom hearts! Good night!
I'm not going to complain, just know I'm going to get me a vehicle because I can't do this anymore. Good news that I did get is that one of my old co-workers came back after months of being out the country. He is younger than me by 6 or so years, but he so adorable and he made my evening...along with talking to my other young co-worker about Kingdom Hearts.
My other co-worker took me home and she is such a lovely lady. Hope she has the best bday evar...as well as my mom lol. Bought my mom and brother (the one that got parole) some clothes. Getting ready to play kingdom hearts! Good night!
Day 20 and 21 Part A
Day 20,
So today was...okay I guess. The family still has hopes of my brother coming home in the next week or sure. Pray that that comes thru. I worked on homework, got it in, watched a youtuber named "Asian boss." Love that stuff. I'll get into that later. I didn't get a chance to workout but all my clothes are clean so I can definitely exercise tomorrow.
Day 21 Part A
So I got out and exercised. I did 20 minutes, added some jogging, and did 20 jumping jacks before I stretched and did 20 modified step push ups after my walk. I had mom's spaghetti (ironic, I know) which consisted of eggplant (so yummy), peppers, tomatoes, you know the good stuff, and my sister grated parmesan cubes we got from the church. Man, I love homemade stuff. A little while ago I had sushi with ginger (I need to buy ginger, it so tasty) and since mommy's birthday is tomorrow, I will be making Honey Garlic Chicken...it is so...the best...below is a link on how to make it. I'll be tweaking mine a bit tomorrow. I usually don't but hey, it's my shit right? Ttyl after work...
http://tiphero.com/honey-dijon-chicken/
So today was...okay I guess. The family still has hopes of my brother coming home in the next week or sure. Pray that that comes thru. I worked on homework, got it in, watched a youtuber named "Asian boss." Love that stuff. I'll get into that later. I didn't get a chance to workout but all my clothes are clean so I can definitely exercise tomorrow.
Day 21 Part A
So I got out and exercised. I did 20 minutes, added some jogging, and did 20 jumping jacks before I stretched and did 20 modified step push ups after my walk. I had mom's spaghetti (ironic, I know) which consisted of eggplant (so yummy), peppers, tomatoes, you know the good stuff, and my sister grated parmesan cubes we got from the church. Man, I love homemade stuff. A little while ago I had sushi with ginger (I need to buy ginger, it so tasty) and since mommy's birthday is tomorrow, I will be making Honey Garlic Chicken...it is so...the best...below is a link on how to make it. I'll be tweaking mine a bit tomorrow. I usually don't but hey, it's my shit right? Ttyl after work...
http://tiphero.com/honey-dijon-chicken/
Saturday, February 11, 2017
Day 19 Part B
Hey people,
so tired. Accomplished feeding about 20 or more homeless folk today. Twas great. Got back home and chilled for the most part. Too dark to go out an exercise unfortunately. Also, my sis had homework and needed my laptop so wasn't able to update. Guess I will finish kh birth by sleep and call it a night...I'm so enjoying my sexy Grimmjow desktop background lol. Gn.
so tired. Accomplished feeding about 20 or more homeless folk today. Twas great. Got back home and chilled for the most part. Too dark to go out an exercise unfortunately. Also, my sis had homework and needed my laptop so wasn't able to update. Guess I will finish kh birth by sleep and call it a night...I'm so enjoying my sexy Grimmjow desktop background lol. Gn.
Day 19 Part A
Hello,
So far so good. I'm happy. Had my shake. Didn't exercise yet, but because I didn't have to go to the possible 2nd job to meet anyone (canceled, long story short) I'm free to do what I want. This evening I'll exercise. Enjoying youtube videos of "Last week tonight with John Oliver."
I think I'm good on blogging right now. Oh, not making strict plans, I want to have a good day. Oh, and I had plan chips with salsa. I did have some limeade, but drinking water for the rest of the day. Post when I get back.
P.S. I know I said I was done, but I wanted everyone to know I have a new desktop background: Grimmjow...I want to cosplay as his sexy self...bye bye now
So far so good. I'm happy. Had my shake. Didn't exercise yet, but because I didn't have to go to the possible 2nd job to meet anyone (canceled, long story short) I'm free to do what I want. This evening I'll exercise. Enjoying youtube videos of "Last week tonight with John Oliver."
I think I'm good on blogging right now. Oh, not making strict plans, I want to have a good day. Oh, and I had plan chips with salsa. I did have some limeade, but drinking water for the rest of the day. Post when I get back.
P.S. I know I said I was done, but I wanted everyone to know I have a new desktop background: Grimmjow...I want to cosplay as his sexy self...bye bye now
Friday, February 10, 2017
Day 18 Part D
Well, I definitely had an interesting evening,
I was so distraught today. My hair got done (water rinsing, shea butter) and that was about it...oh yeah, I did make it to the bank today. Other than that, the majority of my day was supposed to follow some sort of schedule. Didn't go that way. I was so upset, I wanted pizza, but everywhere I went I ended up not getting it, even freaking 7-11 only had pepperoni. WTH??? I ordered a chicken wrap from southside's main store plaza and ended up giving it away to a homeless person because I realized it had bacon on it before they finished making it. I usually love giving stuff away to the needy so I let that one go. I get home to find out pizza was made, and that irritated me. Glad I bought alcohol. 100 proof pinnacle vodka and 80 proof lime smirnoff vodka. (I just drunk the pinnacle and some aloe juice). Because of my size, alcohol gets me in a good mood, but not drunk. I also watched Sailor Moon Super, which DEFINITELY put me in a good mood. I might even start a new sailor moon fanfic.
Im kinda getting tired of the bullshit with wanting to get stuff done and then finding ways to make me feel better. I mean really. At least alcohol bought on some fun this evening with some of the family. And my nephew (3 years old) loves watching sailor moon with me, in between playing on his wittle tablet lol. Nothing like anime to make my woes go away...if only for a little while. Good night.
I was so distraught today. My hair got done (water rinsing, shea butter) and that was about it...oh yeah, I did make it to the bank today. Other than that, the majority of my day was supposed to follow some sort of schedule. Didn't go that way. I was so upset, I wanted pizza, but everywhere I went I ended up not getting it, even freaking 7-11 only had pepperoni. WTH??? I ordered a chicken wrap from southside's main store plaza and ended up giving it away to a homeless person because I realized it had bacon on it before they finished making it. I usually love giving stuff away to the needy so I let that one go. I get home to find out pizza was made, and that irritated me. Glad I bought alcohol. 100 proof pinnacle vodka and 80 proof lime smirnoff vodka. (I just drunk the pinnacle and some aloe juice). Because of my size, alcohol gets me in a good mood, but not drunk. I also watched Sailor Moon Super, which DEFINITELY put me in a good mood. I might even start a new sailor moon fanfic.
Im kinda getting tired of the bullshit with wanting to get stuff done and then finding ways to make me feel better. I mean really. At least alcohol bought on some fun this evening with some of the family. And my nephew (3 years old) loves watching sailor moon with me, in between playing on his wittle tablet lol. Nothing like anime to make my woes go away...if only for a little while. Good night.
Day 18 Part C
I think there's something somewhere that keeps putting out in the world "eh, fuck this girl, as a matter of fact, fuck her life up while she trying to stay positive...sis took car, mom went with someone, so im here with my nephew, was supposed to visit a friend, suppose to clean the kitchen, don't have no fucking trash bags, when is this negativity going to end???
Irritating. Wish I had the power of teleportation or flying.
Irritating. Wish I had the power of teleportation or flying.
Day 18 Part B
Hey (I said I promised to post after my workout)
So did a 20 minute workout, did 20 jumping jacks, and 10 modified step push ups.
Had my shakeology shake (in my new family dollar, yes family dollar bottle [pic below]), my inflammation medicine so my back don't repeat last week's incident, and after I do some house cleaning and whatnot, gonna shower, rinse my hair thoroughly, apply the beautiful melted shea butter, braid back my hair, and do some things that need to get done...like bills lol, and some other errands.
Also, with mentioning family dollar, I was able to buy (all below, except protein) ponds to help tone my skin, my new bottle (yay), my new exercise headphones (stay on my head while jogging or doing jumping jacks), and whey protein I got from kroger. I didn't want soy but for now I'll oblige. It says to use two scoops but I'll make it last longer by using half a scoop and milk...and it's chocolate flavor. So next week I'll leave the shakeology (what's left of it) in the fridge and starting using the whey protein and my hair, skin, and nails vitamin...came from my parents...and it was bought from family dollar, lol. Will update when I get back.
So did a 20 minute workout, did 20 jumping jacks, and 10 modified step push ups.
Had my shakeology shake (in my new family dollar, yes family dollar bottle [pic below]), my inflammation medicine so my back don't repeat last week's incident, and after I do some house cleaning and whatnot, gonna shower, rinse my hair thoroughly, apply the beautiful melted shea butter, braid back my hair, and do some things that need to get done...like bills lol, and some other errands.
Also, with mentioning family dollar, I was able to buy (all below, except protein) ponds to help tone my skin, my new bottle (yay), my new exercise headphones (stay on my head while jogging or doing jumping jacks), and whey protein I got from kroger. I didn't want soy but for now I'll oblige. It says to use two scoops but I'll make it last longer by using half a scoop and milk...and it's chocolate flavor. So next week I'll leave the shakeology (what's left of it) in the fridge and starting using the whey protein and my hair, skin, and nails vitamin...came from my parents...and it was bought from family dollar, lol. Will update when I get back.
Day 17 and Day 18 Part A
Day 17
So my day started off quite depressing. I ended up crying to my dad because I thought I got the car scratched...long story there. My dad ended up telling me the scratch had been there the whole time...I couldn't stop crying...it was my breaking point. After calling my mom, she suggested I lay down and rest for a bit...so I did...and the rest of the day went okay...laughed at some funny stuff and got a little bit done...including my turned in late homework.
Day 18 Part A
I realized I didn't put yesterday's blog. I remembered to do it during the day but just forgot to do it after finishing my homework last night. This morning I woke up deciding to put me first...which did not happen yesterday resulting in my breaking point. So...I thought to start over. My weighed myself at (naked now) 273 pounds equaling 123.83 kg equaling 19.5 stone, for you smart alecs out there. I have to tell you, it's a hell of a lot better than what I been saying when I have to put down my weight. I been saying 280, so this makes me happy. So I can say working out (even stopping for a few days) has been worth it.
Today I'm going for a 20 walk, after 10 jumping jacks, and doing 10 push ups. I need to do this for a couple days, just to get back in the groove. I'll post after...I promise.
So my day started off quite depressing. I ended up crying to my dad because I thought I got the car scratched...long story there. My dad ended up telling me the scratch had been there the whole time...I couldn't stop crying...it was my breaking point. After calling my mom, she suggested I lay down and rest for a bit...so I did...and the rest of the day went okay...laughed at some funny stuff and got a little bit done...including my turned in late homework.
Day 18 Part A
I realized I didn't put yesterday's blog. I remembered to do it during the day but just forgot to do it after finishing my homework last night. This morning I woke up deciding to put me first...which did not happen yesterday resulting in my breaking point. So...I thought to start over. My weighed myself at (naked now) 273 pounds equaling 123.83 kg equaling 19.5 stone, for you smart alecs out there. I have to tell you, it's a hell of a lot better than what I been saying when I have to put down my weight. I been saying 280, so this makes me happy. So I can say working out (even stopping for a few days) has been worth it.
Today I'm going for a 20 walk, after 10 jumping jacks, and doing 10 push ups. I need to do this for a couple days, just to get back in the groove. I'll post after...I promise.
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Day 16
Ive been pretty broken since this afternoon after getting bad news...will try and start over tomorrow, didnt even have the fucking urge to eat sweets...gn
Tuesday, February 7, 2017
Day 15 Part B
hello,
Im stuffed, I'm tired, I'm happy, my brother is coming home soon (we don't know the date) and I'm getting back on track tomorrow. I also found out how to get my hair super duper soft. Slabs of shea butter while showering. The key is the get it to a melted like state than damp your hair a bit and slater the shea on it, and braid or twist it. Made a hair puff today for training and it was wonderfully soft. More on that tomorrow. Great day! Good night!
P.S. For how I felt about the superbowl, I suggest watching this video: (i don't use the "n" word)
Day 15 Part A
OMG, I was having such a bad day. And then I received the best text message I will ever get this year...you wanna know...MY BROTHER MADE PAROLE!!!!!!! YAAAAAAS HONEY!!!! This is my new motivation to get back on track. My brother has been locked up since I was 2 and I'm 27 now. Bruh, yall don't know, I'm so excited...not even my back can ruin my week. Will update later.
Monday, February 6, 2017
Day 14 Part B
hello,
I'm in my kitchen surrounded by people so Ima make this quick, im so sick of this house and its problems...Im starting to think the psychology field is waaaay over my head. If I can't help my mom and youngest sister with their mental health issues, how am I going to help others? Went to the store this evening to get my back pain meds and couldn't even make myself buy any sweets other than the roasted honey peanuts at the gas station. It's good, but having something sweet would have eased my mind tonight. Guess I'll just go to bed. I will start on my shake tomorrow but won't be exercising until the weekend. I need motivation people to stay strong!!! Hentai, muscled women, something...
I'm in my kitchen surrounded by people so Ima make this quick, im so sick of this house and its problems...Im starting to think the psychology field is waaaay over my head. If I can't help my mom and youngest sister with their mental health issues, how am I going to help others? Went to the store this evening to get my back pain meds and couldn't even make myself buy any sweets other than the roasted honey peanuts at the gas station. It's good, but having something sweet would have eased my mind tonight. Guess I'll just go to bed. I will start on my shake tomorrow but won't be exercising until the weekend. I need motivation people to stay strong!!! Hentai, muscled women, something...
Day 14 Part A
Hey,
I forgot I had posted today. Sorry about that. This afternoon I took muscle spasm meds and I was so sleepy I couldn't play anymore, I had to lay down. Well, it's evening and mom made nutritious dinner, with potatoes, carrots, greens, sweet potatoes, and turkey. cant say ive been too good today. had pb&j and cheerios in a wrap, one scoop of sherbet, plain nachos with actual white cheese and a boiled egg. My back is doing better. Much happier about it. Still a little sore when I move the wrong way. Think I'll wake myself by getting back on my ps3.
I forgot I had posted today. Sorry about that. This afternoon I took muscle spasm meds and I was so sleepy I couldn't play anymore, I had to lay down. Well, it's evening and mom made nutritious dinner, with potatoes, carrots, greens, sweet potatoes, and turkey. cant say ive been too good today. had pb&j and cheerios in a wrap, one scoop of sherbet, plain nachos with actual white cheese and a boiled egg. My back is doing better. Much happier about it. Still a little sore when I move the wrong way. Think I'll wake myself by getting back on my ps3.
Sunday, February 5, 2017
Day 13 Part B
I'm too tired and whatnot to discuss my day with homework...and don't start me on the Superbowl...the only positives today were being at home and seeing Lady Gaga do the halftime show. So good night, i shall take another day of no exercise tomorrow, but be able to blog more during the day. Good night!
Day 13 Part A
hello,
i feel kinda blah. slept over 8 hours, which is good for resting and rebuilding the body. however, I want to go outside. Because of my back, no exercise today...and because i did modified push ups yesterdays, today is the "in between" rest day. Not going to have a shake today, instead I'll eat whatever they are fixing for breakfast, still no sweets though. Today I just need to do my homework (well, the other 2 paragraphs) discussion responses, probably see which site to do my taxes on, and rest...and watch the superbowl...falcons vs patriots will probably be discussed later on.
I am upset about this entire process. I want to lose weight so i can do the things i want and look the way i want to look. And since I have a thyroid issue, which can cause other problems later on, it slows down the process of losing weight, especially if you are not doing nothing. I AM doing something, and like how lose my clothes are, but it's not enough speed of progress if I have to slow down. It's depressing. After Valentine's Day, I need to straight jog (given my back is okay) and eat strictly 3 times a day with 2 fruit snacks and nothing else...We'll see where my motivation takes me...
i feel kinda blah. slept over 8 hours, which is good for resting and rebuilding the body. however, I want to go outside. Because of my back, no exercise today...and because i did modified push ups yesterdays, today is the "in between" rest day. Not going to have a shake today, instead I'll eat whatever they are fixing for breakfast, still no sweets though. Today I just need to do my homework (well, the other 2 paragraphs) discussion responses, probably see which site to do my taxes on, and rest...and watch the superbowl...falcons vs patriots will probably be discussed later on.
I am upset about this entire process. I want to lose weight so i can do the things i want and look the way i want to look. And since I have a thyroid issue, which can cause other problems later on, it slows down the process of losing weight, especially if you are not doing nothing. I AM doing something, and like how lose my clothes are, but it's not enough speed of progress if I have to slow down. It's depressing. After Valentine's Day, I need to straight jog (given my back is okay) and eat strictly 3 times a day with 2 fruit snacks and nothing else...We'll see where my motivation takes me...
Saturday, February 4, 2017
Day 12 Part C
hi everyone,
well, I'm back from the ER and um, I can't exercise tomorrow. The only thing i can do is finish my homework, take my muscle spasm meds, drink water, and um, oh yeah was thu superbowl from a laying down spot (preferably my bed)
I am ready for bed now. I've had some meds and I'm just becoming more irritated. To want to lose weight but then get this crap. I'm still determined, just gotta be ready once I'm given the okay to give it my all. You guys be safe and I'll post tomorrow...later on I guess.
Day 12 Part B
Hello,
So I gots good news and bad news...so you want the good news, cool...
...good news is that I haven't missed a day of walking, I haven't missed a blog, been drinking my water, and doing my best to incorporate stuff into my life, including new job and trying to just generally be happy...bad news is that I have to go to the ER in a few for my lower back. I'm sick of this pain, and its gotten horribly worse. I got irritated earlier and had my first sip of juice because I knew no other way to retaliate (i know it sounds stupid, but I haven't had juice in two weeks, nor have i added anything to my water except for the acai cleanse). After I turn my ps3 off in a few from playing kh2.5 bbs I'll be heading out. I'll post when I get back home, for right now, I'm not going to work in the morning. I'll get to enjoy the super bowl tomorrow, but from the confines of my bed more than likely, and no workout tomorrow unfortunately...starting to see why a lot of women I read about go anorexic or bulimic...life is a bitch at times.
So I gots good news and bad news...so you want the good news, cool...
...good news is that I haven't missed a day of walking, I haven't missed a blog, been drinking my water, and doing my best to incorporate stuff into my life, including new job and trying to just generally be happy...bad news is that I have to go to the ER in a few for my lower back. I'm sick of this pain, and its gotten horribly worse. I got irritated earlier and had my first sip of juice because I knew no other way to retaliate (i know it sounds stupid, but I haven't had juice in two weeks, nor have i added anything to my water except for the acai cleanse). After I turn my ps3 off in a few from playing kh2.5 bbs I'll be heading out. I'll post when I get back home, for right now, I'm not going to work in the morning. I'll get to enjoy the super bowl tomorrow, but from the confines of my bed more than likely, and no workout tomorrow unfortunately...starting to see why a lot of women I read about go anorexic or bulimic...life is a bitch at times.
Day 12 Part A
Good afternoon,
so it's 12:59pm. yay for some reason. I had my shakeology, part water, part milk as usual, taking 2 fish oils and a cayenne pill with it is now part of my routine (benefits of fish oil and cayenne later), played kh birth by sleep while drinking it, took a pain pill for my side (which is MUCH better today), had a 15 minute walk/jog (i can jog again, yay) after i did my 20 jumping jacks, and I did modified pushups using my house steps...about 20, yay. I decided today to stay inside, do hw, and clean my hair. Now I'm not gonna go into detail about my natural hair, but I will say I like water, shea or coconut oil, nice conditioner, and I'm iffy about shampoo. I do like my shea moisture shampoo with all the harsh stuff out but Im not gonna use that today. Just conditioner and probably apple vinegar if we still have some. I wanted to clean the bathtub but the brush is missing. WHY IS THE FUCKING BRUSH MISSING????? I wanted a bath so i could soak my back...not gonna let it ruin my saturday, just gonna shower and go out and get a brush. Smh. Well anyway, gonna probably make ground turkey burritos for every one today and drink water. Basically it for now. I'll post throught the day since I'm going to basically be at home. Message me or something.
so it's 12:59pm. yay for some reason. I had my shakeology, part water, part milk as usual, taking 2 fish oils and a cayenne pill with it is now part of my routine (benefits of fish oil and cayenne later), played kh birth by sleep while drinking it, took a pain pill for my side (which is MUCH better today), had a 15 minute walk/jog (i can jog again, yay) after i did my 20 jumping jacks, and I did modified pushups using my house steps...about 20, yay. I decided today to stay inside, do hw, and clean my hair. Now I'm not gonna go into detail about my natural hair, but I will say I like water, shea or coconut oil, nice conditioner, and I'm iffy about shampoo. I do like my shea moisture shampoo with all the harsh stuff out but Im not gonna use that today. Just conditioner and probably apple vinegar if we still have some. I wanted to clean the bathtub but the brush is missing. WHY IS THE FUCKING BRUSH MISSING????? I wanted a bath so i could soak my back...not gonna let it ruin my saturday, just gonna shower and go out and get a brush. Smh. Well anyway, gonna probably make ground turkey burritos for every one today and drink water. Basically it for now. I'll post throught the day since I'm going to basically be at home. Message me or something.
Friday, February 3, 2017
Day 11 Part B
Hey,
It's been a long day. I had to do shadowing for this second job I'm hoping to start in a few weeks, back been aching all day if i had to stretch my lower right side (which is like every few minutes, if not every few seconds) and I'm glad my first job is actually over. Off tomorrow and I have an assignment i need to start AND finish tomorrow.
I'm worried about walking in the morning...I might or I might not. If I don't, it'll be the first day out of almost two weeks I have not walked...weird...I've become so accustomed to going out for 5 to 20 minutes outside. We'll see in the morning. Gonna get ready to eat this fish my dad made (or got, idk) and probably an apple with water. Will take pain meds and head to sleep in an hour or so. And with that I say to everyone, Good Night!
It's been a long day. I had to do shadowing for this second job I'm hoping to start in a few weeks, back been aching all day if i had to stretch my lower right side (which is like every few minutes, if not every few seconds) and I'm glad my first job is actually over. Off tomorrow and I have an assignment i need to start AND finish tomorrow.
I'm worried about walking in the morning...I might or I might not. If I don't, it'll be the first day out of almost two weeks I have not walked...weird...I've become so accustomed to going out for 5 to 20 minutes outside. We'll see in the morning. Gonna get ready to eat this fish my dad made (or got, idk) and probably an apple with water. Will take pain meds and head to sleep in an hour or so. And with that I say to everyone, Good Night!
Day 11 Part A
Hey,
So i had my shake, took a 10-15 minute walk, and had a handful of broccoli and shrimp...
My back is hurting...so I only walked. I wanted to jog but just could not. Well, I took some meds and going to lay down for the next hour before we have family errands to run, can't wait til i bypass work and can lay down at 11pm tonight.
If anyone has had their back hurt from doing squats...PLEASE let me know...I'm used to doing squats and push ups and sit ups, but this is the first time squats hurt my back. Too tired...going to lay down...enjoy friday.
So i had my shake, took a 10-15 minute walk, and had a handful of broccoli and shrimp...
My back is hurting...so I only walked. I wanted to jog but just could not. Well, I took some meds and going to lay down for the next hour before we have family errands to run, can't wait til i bypass work and can lay down at 11pm tonight.
If anyone has had their back hurt from doing squats...PLEASE let me know...I'm used to doing squats and push ups and sit ups, but this is the first time squats hurt my back. Too tired...going to lay down...enjoy friday.
Thursday, February 2, 2017
Day 10 Part B
Hello all,
interesting day I've had, did my homework. looked at random stuff online, ate turkey burrito (said wraps yesterday, they are burrito wraps) went to my place I go to every other thursday. Gave stuff to a homeless woman while there. Laughed at stupid people on facebook (waffle with tuna fish on it, pic and comments was hilarious, if you want link ask me). Came home, tried to tell my mom and sis about it, sis insisted on talking about her tv show, the other sister and her fiance looking at something online together, bypassed them and came into my room, sees my three year old nephew watching mickey mouse club house, let my bro from the place know i was home. blogged about it.
feel blah. gonna browse the interwebs then go to sleep. Feel not happy? Not sure. I just want to be happy. good night.
interesting day I've had, did my homework. looked at random stuff online, ate turkey burrito (said wraps yesterday, they are burrito wraps) went to my place I go to every other thursday. Gave stuff to a homeless woman while there. Laughed at stupid people on facebook (waffle with tuna fish on it, pic and comments was hilarious, if you want link ask me). Came home, tried to tell my mom and sis about it, sis insisted on talking about her tv show, the other sister and her fiance looking at something online together, bypassed them and came into my room, sees my three year old nephew watching mickey mouse club house, let my bro from the place know i was home. blogged about it.
feel blah. gonna browse the interwebs then go to sleep. Feel not happy? Not sure. I just want to be happy. good night.
Day 10 Part A
Hello people,
So a couple things. One, my back is better after taking pain meds at night due to rest and less movement. Still hurts but is better than yesterday. Two, I did my 20 jumping jacks and did a 5 minute powerwalk. Three, I wear a comforable size 22. Four, I had my shake this morning and had a different type of lunch. So my middle sister (i'm the middle child) suggested getting little caesars so my nephew (her son) could have lunch. I said I'll probably just eat my wraps...after taking my youngest sister to school I come back home with my nephew to see she bought thin crust no meat pizza...I happily obliged, especially after seeing she bought grapes and was cutting breaded chicken to go on the side. I also ate some onion chips with ingredients I could read. Probably won't have them anymore and just stick to plain or baked lays (three ingredients: potatoes, oil, and salt). I'm happy. Should have took a pic of it. But anywho...
...I am about to do some homework. Reading forensic assessment book by Ackerman and then have to post about it for discussion and then make an outline of the assignment due sunday. So yeah...
So a couple things. One, my back is better after taking pain meds at night due to rest and less movement. Still hurts but is better than yesterday. Two, I did my 20 jumping jacks and did a 5 minute powerwalk. Three, I wear a comforable size 22. Four, I had my shake this morning and had a different type of lunch. So my middle sister (i'm the middle child) suggested getting little caesars so my nephew (her son) could have lunch. I said I'll probably just eat my wraps...after taking my youngest sister to school I come back home with my nephew to see she bought thin crust no meat pizza...I happily obliged, especially after seeing she bought grapes and was cutting breaded chicken to go on the side. I also ate some onion chips with ingredients I could read. Probably won't have them anymore and just stick to plain or baked lays (three ingredients: potatoes, oil, and salt). I'm happy. Should have took a pic of it. But anywho...
...I am about to do some homework. Reading forensic assessment book by Ackerman and then have to post about it for discussion and then make an outline of the assignment due sunday. So yeah...
Wednesday, February 1, 2017
Day 9 Part C
Hi,
I am so tired. I just got off from work and I've noticed something. While I'm able to endure more running in the morning in between walking and have the will power to do any exercise, my side is still bad from doing squats 4 days ago. I used to do 100, be sore for a day or so, but still get into action. Yesterday I took a pain pill and i was fine. Since I jogged more vigorously today to see how long I could go (yay for me) I was in extremely sore pain at work today (no yay for me). In between adding each exercise I add a day, so when i did squats, I waited a day before doing push ups, and then waited a day before doing sit ups, which i did today. Probably should do the entire stretch like I used to lol. If that doesn't work, I'll have to just do walking for a while...
But enough about that, I bought some flour tortillas today and turkey meat. This will keep me from having to buy wraps. I wanted tomato or jalapeno wraps but the lady at said store didn't know what I was probably talking about. Had 2 for dinner around 5 and then started work at 6:15 and have had water ever since. I think I did good, but I'm so tired. Had to lift and move shelves...was blah, but i also had to sit on the floor (which i prefer bc I'm usually comfortable that way) and I could feel my entire right back side. Be glad to take this pain pill and hit the sack. Good night!!
I am so tired. I just got off from work and I've noticed something. While I'm able to endure more running in the morning in between walking and have the will power to do any exercise, my side is still bad from doing squats 4 days ago. I used to do 100, be sore for a day or so, but still get into action. Yesterday I took a pain pill and i was fine. Since I jogged more vigorously today to see how long I could go (yay for me) I was in extremely sore pain at work today (no yay for me). In between adding each exercise I add a day, so when i did squats, I waited a day before doing push ups, and then waited a day before doing sit ups, which i did today. Probably should do the entire stretch like I used to lol. If that doesn't work, I'll have to just do walking for a while...
But enough about that, I bought some flour tortillas today and turkey meat. This will keep me from having to buy wraps. I wanted tomato or jalapeno wraps but the lady at said store didn't know what I was probably talking about. Had 2 for dinner around 5 and then started work at 6:15 and have had water ever since. I think I did good, but I'm so tired. Had to lift and move shelves...was blah, but i also had to sit on the floor (which i prefer bc I'm usually comfortable that way) and I could feel my entire right back side. Be glad to take this pain pill and hit the sack. Good night!!
Day 9 Part B
Hello,
So I couldn't not eat today. After my 20 minute walk/job (jogging was the best today, I count by mailboxes passed and stop when my chest hurts) and taking my sister to school, my head started hurting in the dollar store. I went to kroger for to get something i needed and decided I needed to eat. Kroger must have loved me because I saw "skinny girl pop corn" for 50 cent. 50 CENT!!! I bought it and my head stop hurting. Apparently my body was like, no, after my workout. I did good. I bought gum and ate 3 apples. So far, no longer hungry. Guess I just have to pay attention.
BTW, I finally made a doctor appointment to check my thyroid. YAAAAY!! Adult stuff. Well I post later after work. Stay safe!
So I couldn't not eat today. After my 20 minute walk/job (jogging was the best today, I count by mailboxes passed and stop when my chest hurts) and taking my sister to school, my head started hurting in the dollar store. I went to kroger for to get something i needed and decided I needed to eat. Kroger must have loved me because I saw "skinny girl pop corn" for 50 cent. 50 CENT!!! I bought it and my head stop hurting. Apparently my body was like, no, after my workout. I did good. I bought gum and ate 3 apples. So far, no longer hungry. Guess I just have to pay attention.
BTW, I finally made a doctor appointment to check my thyroid. YAAAAY!! Adult stuff. Well I post later after work. Stay safe!
Day 9 Part A
morning people,
So, this morning I decided for today to have a one day fast...kinda as a do-over, but I just had my shakeology with a cap of acai cleanse and milk and 2 fish oil pills. Fish oil is good for immune health and I was taking a pill at night and then stopped for a while, so I believe starting tomorrow I'll start taking 1 with my shake. Last night, in my opinion, was ridiculous. Not trying to repeat SO I plan to stick to fruit, chicken, milk, cheese, eggs, and veggies...I also was suppose to put pics up of what occurred yesterday...so before I take this 20 minute walk/jog and do these 10 correct sit ups, here are my photos.
BTW, these are some goals I decided I want. I want to cosplay (dress as a character) for a con this summer and I'm going as Deidara from Naruto and I want to NOT have my sides sticking out in the shirt I bought for my bday last year. Every 2 weeks I'll try and take a photo so I can keep my word to you guys!! I also wanted to post my weight but I know the scale lied talking about 260...I know I weigh more than that. So we'll have to wait til i go to a doctor visit in the next week or so.
So, this morning I decided for today to have a one day fast...kinda as a do-over, but I just had my shakeology with a cap of acai cleanse and milk and 2 fish oil pills. Fish oil is good for immune health and I was taking a pill at night and then stopped for a while, so I believe starting tomorrow I'll start taking 1 with my shake. Last night, in my opinion, was ridiculous. Not trying to repeat SO I plan to stick to fruit, chicken, milk, cheese, eggs, and veggies...I also was suppose to put pics up of what occurred yesterday...so before I take this 20 minute walk/jog and do these 10 correct sit ups, here are my photos.
BTW, these are some goals I decided I want. I want to cosplay (dress as a character) for a con this summer and I'm going as Deidara from Naruto and I want to NOT have my sides sticking out in the shirt I bought for my bday last year. Every 2 weeks I'll try and take a photo so I can keep my word to you guys!! I also wanted to post my weight but I know the scale lied talking about 260...I know I weigh more than that. So we'll have to wait til i go to a doctor visit in the next week or so.
salsa with ground turkey (I made from scratch)
in a pita w/ guac and mozzarella
akatsuki robe (Naruto)
birthday shirt (bday 10/04)
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