Saturday, February 29, 2020

Day 1031

Hi.

Today I was able to reach 60lbs on deadlift and go for 10 reps. Quite exciting. And I biked for an estimated 2 minutes and my Samsung health app says I burned 28 estimated calories. Gonna research calorie burning on bikes, because if that's the case, i'll put more inferences on bike riding burning that many calories.

My calorie count was at about 1200 and im about to have 20 calorie seaweed, which was finally stocked at the DOLLAR TREE!!

Finished homework for the week and will start next week's assignments tomorrow night...possibly. Gonna aim for watching Treasure Planet, because I never watched it and am in love with homie since he is in a lot of amvs, Arrow, and watch some Jon Solo. If you haven't watched Jon Solo, you are missing ouuuuuuuut!! He's on youtube, tell him I sent you (name is animegirl17, i'm a subscriber lol).

I hope to be 244 point something tomorrow and then I know i'll be on track to do what im supposed to do. As I said, i'm doing wonders in the gym and progressing in body strength, just need to work on food habits. Working on it.

Well, time to get off. Stay motivated. This is the way. I have spoken.


Friday, February 28, 2020

Days 1027-1030

Hi.

I don't feel like going over...everything. Just know that I still have an A in my class, I'm progressing in working out and getting stronger even if I fail on the food side, I'm broke and hope my bank account says otherwise tomorrow, I may or may not be going to Galaxycon bc of said brokenness and not meeting my 230lbs goal for miles morales, and today was a partially shitty day.

Boyfriend is also not coming because of his own brokenness, so that's another thing.

Yeah I'm done for now. I'm going to get ready for bed in the next hour. My workout was great, but I had an estimated deficit of 150 calories, so yeah. Hoping for the best tomorrow. Trying to keep a goal of buying stuffs on wish. Stay motivated. This is the way. I have spoken.

Monday, February 24, 2020

Days 1024-1026

Hi.

Today, along with the last few days of my period have had me feeling like meh, sluggish, and of course, blah. Today however, I decided to not go to the gym and do all but one of my exercises at home. I did my walk for my warm up, my push ups, squats with 10lb kettlebell, and dips on my front porch steps. Greatest accomplishment, doing 30 push ups straight in 27 seconds without fatiguing, YEEEEEEAH BOOOOI!!!! I was so excited and proud of myself. I also weighed in today at 245.4.

Also, looked up motivation posts on tumblr, such a great idea if you EVAAAAR need the motivation.

As I am wide awake due to caffeine pills in the brain, but feeling quite sluggish in the body due to menstrual cycle, sleep meds, and possibly the potato wedges I just had, I need to see what homework I have tonight. Keep being motivated. This is the way. I have spoken.

Friday, February 21, 2020

Day 1022-1023

So at this moment I'm listening to my boyfriend babble on about his vehicle and his bills and stuff and after I asked about what he didn't get a cheaper vehicle, he says let me finish talking because I'm getting a headache, getting short and yelling in me in the process...and I get it, I get it, but that just irritates me and literally hurts my feelings. I listened, still listening to him talk while I'm doing this blog but I'm also not listening.

I don't know, I'm just ready for to knock off goals so I can get the ball rolling on my life.

Ugh, hit 246 and made pre made vegan alfredo food. Bad thing I've been doing is eating a piece here and there..but as long as I make under 246.4 i'll be satisfied...that's how much I actually weighed today.

So he finished talking and just apologized. I'm still irritated. Maybe my ass rambles too much. I don't know, I love the man and that's why I take the time to think my stuff through but I do get irritated.

Speaking of irritated, let me say what the fuck happened at the gym. In the parking lot I got out and forgot my phone arm band. Went to the passenger side to get it and knocked over someone's milk product drink and it got on my right leg and right foot. Now, it's fucking 30 something degrees. I was sooo pissed, I sat down inside the gym for 10 minutes to let them dry and then I went on to do my workout.

I'm really done for the night so I'm going to bed. Hopefully I do better tomorrow and do this damn homework assignment I don't want to do. Good night. PLEASE find some motivation. That is the way. I can't stress that enough. I have spoken. Good night!

Wednesday, February 19, 2020

Day 1021

Hello.

So, I'm pretty tired but had quite the day. Let me tell you...

Finally free from work for a few days and my coworker agreed to switch with me for when my boyfriend comes down at the end of the month, cool. I went to planned parenthood and had blood taken to test my thyroid, which I'll find out about in a week or less. I ate my one meal which filled me up and I was able to add some of my mom's pasta and veggie sauce mix she made for me and my dad to my already premade meal, cool. My cousin got me more beans and got me vegan chocolate cookies, OMG more on them later. Took an awesome nap! Exercised. And I weight 248. So 5 lbs down.

I'm also going to wash my hair and do jumbo lavender, blue, and green braids tomorrow after my sister trims my hair. Got 2 assignments then free for the week. Also, loss my train of thought...so yeah.

If I remember...oh yeah, wrote down what I want to cosplay come blerdcon and j1con. My main goals for the year besides nursing school and stuff. For blerdcon sailor reeses and yahiko. For j1, my long term cosplays: Fu, Major Kusanagi, and ling xiaoyu.

That's pretty much it. Gonna work on the Mandalorian soon and probably add that to the mix for blerdcon. As it's hot, probably won't have it on too long. Also, keeping up with motivation looking at pics online and my youngest sister is surpassing in weight loss, so gotta keep up. This is the way. I have spoken.

Tuesday, February 18, 2020

Day 1020

Hi.

So my chest has been acting funny since last night so I decided to nip it in the bud by taking Dayquil and by drinking onion tea. Yes, we are back to that again. Also got some water and apple juice for overnight at work.

Tomorrow I have a doctor appt to get my thyroid checked, which is nice considering Planned Parenthood can do it tomorrow but my doctor can't until March...so yeah.

Went to gym today, and did well on the treadmill. Wickedy wooooooah!!!! I was sweating and happy. I went from 253 to 250. I need to maintain myself because my younger sister is already at freaking 240 from her surgery so I'm trying to get it together lol. In time, I know I'll get there.

Planked at 40 seconds today, which was nice. So I'll keep that as my standard from now on. You know, at the gym I realized I had on the wrong damn shoes, but I worked out anyway and promise to soak my feet before my nap at home. I ate the same stuff today but know to watch it if I want to shred fat.

**Fun note: my coworker just made me aware that the children I work with took the tea bags from the box I bought, tore out bible pages, and rolled them some fake "joints" to act like they were smoking. I'm done for today. This is NOT the way.

Back to main note, going to be looking up some motivation stuff on tumblr and keep consistency in mind, not a date to make weight loss, but consistency in what I'm doing. This IS the way. I have spoken. If you want to know my regimen it's on Day 1019 post. Good night!

Monday, February 17, 2020

Days 1006-1019

Hi.

So, there'a a lot I'd like to talk about but as I'm figuring out one 1/2 of my life for the future, at the moment I restarted veganism.

First, went to katsu, it was okay, I was not proud of my cosplays because lets be honest, they failed, but my yahiko (been calling him nagato all this time by accident) got a wig on sunday via my boyfriend, so i'll be using it for the summer. Also, not going to galaxycon to save on vacay hours.

To the positive stuff, since my boyfriend said he wanted to give up bread for the next five months leading up to blerdcon, I decided to go back to veganism and maintain it from Feb 17 to April 17. Also, my regimen has changed as well. I'll post a picture below. Today I did, of course, Monday's workout, ate vegetables, veggie sausage, and pasta sauce cooked with quinoa and garden crackers. Tasted good. I also bought other vegan products which should last the rest of the month. Meanwhile, I'll be working on my Mandalorian cosplay.

Need to do homework. This is the way. I have spoken.


Monday, February 3, 2020

Days 1003-1005

Hi.

So, this post will be a bit all over the place. I don't feel great. Not great stuff at work. I'm over the non vegan days. my stomach feels gassy, even though my intestines feel great. My teeth feel like crap so I guess I really need to get my disintegrated wisdom teeth out. I need to go to the gym for upper body day...which I might not do. And lastly, I need to do a draft of my proposal for class tonight.

Afterwards I can watch the rest of Infinite Crisis. OMG, it has all of them. YAAAY. I would love to splurge on about how I felt today watching at home, but I just want to get this over with and be done with this night shift. Might even sleep in the middle of the night in the office if not hyped on caffeine.

Nothing to report for stats. These last two days of allowing myself non-vegan stuffs was kinda blah. I might get something from work in a minute but afterwards I'll be fasting til katsucon. I am not with the non-vegan like talking about. I just want to rest. To everyone, please get some rest and take care of yourselves. This is the way. I have spoken. Good night!!