So...something I want to say bc it bothering me. I am really upset bc I feel I'll never be with anyone, I won't really fit in how I want, and I'm just irritated and upset. Tonight I left reggae night at the place I was at that we host poetry at bc the reggae was starting to bug me so I thought I'll go downtown and find my sisters who took Lyft to go to some clubs. I drive downtown for a full fucking half an hour waiting for them to tell me where they are. I been literally waiting since 12:15. Then at 1:30 my sister sends me a text telling where they are once I'm over a main bridge that connects our area called Shock Bottom to southside Richmond, where we live. What the hell. I drive home to see they just got their as well with them in teh truck but also a Lyft driver???
I'm upset because I always look forward to going out and meeting new people. I never get a chance for that. I'm freaking 27, with no boyfriend, no friends to actually get together, and everyone who likes the stuff I like is on a totally different schedule...sometimes i wish I had a twin who wanted to do everything I wanted to do...but that will never happen.
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