About to work off the huge amount of calories I put in my body for no fucking reason today. Yesterday I did well as I only took in two drinks of protein and got back to 239.8.
If I do what the fuck im suppose to I can be 229 by the end of the month, meaning I have ample time to lose 40 pounds in a fucking month by my bday and that gives me time to be able to fix the following cosplays:
SECRET COSPLAY
Spider man Miles Morales
Abe Sapien
these are what im doing for j1 but I got to stop doing this bullshit and putting myself down. Also, I think im going back to apples and fruit pops, and just having my protein shake mixed in with fruits and veggies so im not starving myself of nutrients.
At the moment I said I need to do a second workout in my room. I asked my mom to NOT move stuff in the car so I can find it. She act like she ain't care, so how bout this, since you don't care, I don't care. I am TRYING to motivate myself to workout and you worrying about the car that YOU don't put a penny in. Fucking pisses me off. I am seriously, seriously, seriously, trying to motivate myself and I almost stopped. But you know what, I want those fucking cosplays, I want to fulfill my body goals to feel more good about myself, so ima work hard, work extra hours, and make the effort to be the best I can be. I want my life the way I want it. Time to work out NOW!!!!
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