Day 847

Hi.

I'm not really happy right now. I did work out, I accommodated for all the in-between eating of the wasabi peas and apricot crisps (which I felt was a more normal way to eat to have something in my stomach all day, but yeah) and fulfilled my steps. I walked 3 times technically today to reach over 6000 steps.

The reason I'm not happy I guess is because everything is out of my control with money. I go tomorrow with my pops to see about a loan. Not for me, but for the house. I also owe state taxes, because some idiot in the government thought to enact a law to take out more taxes and business did not have to implement it, meaning I owed the state, AND my phone does not act right (which I believe is due to partial water damage among being old) and I had to set aside getting a new phone due to the storage unit raising the cost on me after lowering it for me last month. I hate that my boyfriend can hardly hear me on the phone, I hate it.

My bf offered to do my initial payment on a new phone, which is not what I fucking wanted. But he insisted. So tomorrow, I will try and do that. Also, I'm looking to see about keeping my regimen the same but making more alterations to it so I can have a more "lifestyle realistic plan" for the long run, if you catch my drift. I want to continue with a healthy lifestyle beyond 180 lbs. I want to be healthy for the long run, so I looked at HIIT workouts today and did not realize I had been doing them. Cool. HIIT is doing multiple exercises with less rest time, basically cardio without rest so you can burn more calories. Also, back on food prep. Being fulfilled throughout the day with less calories each food time is better for metabolism.

So that's where I am. Also, I'm irritated on other stuff i'll discuss later. For now, ima chill, wait for bf to call me once he gets out the gym and just try to keep myself motivated for bday and j1con. Please stay motivated for that ultimate body you want. Eat. Train. Sleep. Nite.