Day 601 to 606

Hi.

So, I'm not happy, at all. I'm not into the happy new year mood and I haven't really said it to anyone.

I'm currently on the phone with my bf and he knew I was not happy, let me tell you why.

So yesterday (December 31 around 11:45pm) I was driving home from work to make it before the ball dropped so I can drink with my family like I usually do every year. Because this bitch, and yeah for now it's gonna be "bitch", caused an accident by hitting 2 cars, and left metal debris in the street. I rolled over it and my father had to follow me home. But most irritating is that I was in the middle of the street in my car with a metal piece stuck in my tire when it went from 11:59 to 12:00am. I cried when I got home, on the phone with my boyfriend, and I don't believe he was aware of it.

To add to this, I have a tooth that has a cavity, which I just got under control with multiple meds, and I started my period on the last fucking day of the year.

The only thing going for me is I'm getting paid this week, my blood work from the doctor came back clear (so happy) and I did fairly well on my intermittent fasting today, and I look forward to keeping up with going to the gym this month.

I'm not happy and won't be for a while...so yeah, goals this year: 180 by march, 1st year of school done, be full time with my current time, get birth control (possibly, I hate birth control, that's for another post), and as many cosplays on my list as possible. Night people.