Hello kingdom folk.
To just keep on the positive today, I moved stuff from one storage unit to another, ate pretty decently, walked 10000 steps, and did my 30 narrow push ups, and 200 calories on elliptical.
Rinsed my hair out and put in my favorite stuff and now talking to a friend of mine...well trying to between messenger acting up.
I am ready to conquer good old HALLOWEEN TOMORROW!! Ima just wear the Akatsuki jacket and whatnot between work and spoken word and possibly this night event downtown.
Oh, before I forget, looked at the option of...you ready for this...dildos today. Now you probably like wth at this point but hear me out...after really thinking about it and my views and the time table of me and my boyfriend having to stay together in the hopes of us going to Japan in 2020 to really see how we deal with each other, as well as enjoy ourselves away from friends and family, I thought why not use a dildo while I'm waiting. I been waiting for all my life anyway and there's no "moral" issue holding me back...not really. But I am on the fence about him penetrating me first, you know, when the time comes, vs doing it with a dildo first. So yeah...figuring that out now.
It's exciting, because as weird as it seems, it's keeping me goal oriented toward us being together. I mean I want this to be the man I stay with forever and we are at the start of our relationship and now we are at the point where we know that as long as we are 4 hours apart, might as well work hard, plan trips for the future, and simply make money happen so we can fulfill our plans...eventually leading to the trip in Japan, and if all goes like I want, Japan will the defining moment of forever, but enough on that later. Gonna research "stuff." More on my November goals tomorrow. Sleep well fam.
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