Day 521

Hello kingdom folk. Today was a better day.

About my bday, so on Thursday, which was my actual bday, I expected to see some family when I got home from work and eat my carrot cake. Didn't happen bc my youngest sister planned last minute for people to come Friday. I understand it starts the weekend, but I was irritated and I like eating cake with family. So Friday come, I get off, my other sister and brother in law (with niece and nephew)come, my cousin come and spend like a fucking hour on the phone, my brother and male cousin come with his friend (we like her) and of course my dad came after his work shift at 10:30 in which everyone went home. Seems like they probably invited 10 or 12 more ppl BUT ppl couldn't come or didn't respond. That irritated me. I did dance and whatnot and had fun drinking a bit but I wanted to see ppl I ain't see in a while.

Fast forward to Saturday and the two street festival (which is annual in RVA). It was great. Had food, bought clothes, saw another cousin, and afterwards I went to this place called Treat Shop which my sister's friend family own. It was cool. Went to carnival but it was a long line for tickets, so went home. But Saturday was dope.

Sunday is when the trick fucked up my day, but fast forwarding to the night time, I drank water, went to the bathroom to clean myself out and made a vow in the shower that I will not continue with the behavior I have been producing the last few weeks of my weight loss journey. It honestly, like honestly, feels like I am heading toward bulimia territory. Im not measuring my fluids to match what I ate or throwing up or anything like that, but I have overate these past two weeks in celebration of bday and other things and now Im back to 225 or at minimum 222. I did work out today and did extremely well. I'll talk about exercise bit tomorrow. But I want to encourage ppl with intermittent fasting, not turn them into bulimics or beginner bulimics. Here's to continuing my safe journey to 180. GN!!