Day 175

So i didn't fast today ( I did say you guys could yell at me) but in an hour I will be exercising. I'm excited to FINALLY get back on track. I think I'll just jog tonight for about 8 or so minutes to get my body back in gear and do it every night until I can eventually reach a mile...my left arm and left side of my neck have been hurting so no push ups for now, I may stick to 100 jumping jacks for a while as well. I'm happy. Til morrow.

Day 170, 171, 172, 173, and 174

So, I thought I could fast, but apparently I could not, so I have an idea...and I welcome anyone to yell at me if I don't do this following my next post...

I am an administrative Assistant and have to work in teh morning, so with the exception of tomorrow, I thought I would fast all day tomorrow, maybe drink some veggie juices, and then for the rest of the week exercise in the early morning, meaning go to bed around midnight to get 7 or more hours of sleep. I really want to get another 20 pounds off but keep fucking lacking. Also, really falling behind on these posts and that is very unlike me.

Also, I definitely need to go to the store and gets me 2 exercise bras and a battery for my scale. Need to get down to the 240s.

Oh yeah, did my 2 week notice today, but wanted to get permanent evening hours on tuesday and wednesday. We shall see how it goes. Be safe out there, and HYDRATE!!!!!

Day 166, 167, 168, and 169.

So, i am behind, I know, and I have not been exercising.

Not sure if I mentioned this, but instead of working toward the jail job, I got an Administrative Assistant job under a Licensed Social Worker, and I love it. Also, my brother that made parole was allowed to come home Tuesday morning. I'm happy for all that so far...

...I'm sick of my retail job, so damn sick that I decided I would either cut the hours or leave after putting in a two week notice. Being the adult I am, i put in for a schedule request...it got denied. So I decided that's it, it's over. I don't mind 3 jobs, but I'm going to have a free weekend and be able to get some sleep and be able to do homework and my homeless project. Luckily while at my admin assist job I went to office depot and talked to a friend and manager about working there, and I'm applying TONIGHT!!! I asked about working tuesday and wednesday and night and it sounded good to the manager.

It's a lot of info, but yeah, I need to start exercising soon. Until later. Good night and be safe!!!

Day 161, 162, 163, 164, and 165

So I know I'm behind, lost a bit of motivation to work out, and straight got the lowest assignment on any assignment since I started my masters program, but I have had a lot of positives this week.
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For one, I got a job as a Administrative Assistant for a Licensed Social Worker at the building my mom works at. I'm super freaking excited. Next, I can put in my two weeks, probably tomorrow, for my retail job. Also, me and one of the best friends went to see Spider Man Homecoming (which was great) and my other best friend and I did driving school course today and passed. Went shopping for a dress for her and shopped at a new nerd place called Box Lunch. Great day so far.

Need to do a short paper and then I should exercise, but my dad celebrated his 70th bday and I been eating blah the past few days. I would really, REALLY, like to get back to eating clean and dropping a pound a day.

Hope every else's day is okay. Also, before I forget, why should virgin men be a negative thing????

Day 156, 157, 158, 159, and 160

Hello citizens. This has been a week.

Thursday I had a oil change, cousin found metal pieces in oil...that caused a panic issue.

Took car to another mechanic who said my oil should be okay and also did transmission flush so I could drive my own car up safely, which became $100...

I spent $100 since my dad wouldn't let me take the nissan...which i only asked bc i was worried about metal coming out my oil change...

Didn't leave for the con til freaking 3:30pm

But once I got to the con...it was heaven. If you went to blerdcon, it was all that and a bag of chips. Majority of the people were black, but there were a good number of latinos, hispanics, asians, and a good handful of caucasians. Everyone was respectful, there were no complaints, hell i don't even think we had security. Everyone was well behaved...oh it was just lovely...and I know I'm lazy, but I'll post more pics of me later. Twas worth the money and i'm damn sure going back next year!

Day 154 and 155

So mother nature picked a fine time for me to hit allergy season. That post nasal drip shit happened again and eventually messed up my throat. However, it's not too bad and I should be okay for the convention. I weighed myself this morning as 255. Since I ate near midnight, can't really sleep yet. However, since my nephew JUST went to sleep, I think i'll work out at 2am (you know, get my metabolism going) so i can be in bed at 3. Need to drink like 3 bottles of water, already took sinus meds, and see what homework all needs to be done for this week, because I'm not doing it while at the con. 

I hope to make half a mile in 6 minutes. That means jogging at a simple pace and just breathing. 

Lastly, I came upon a new anime last night when I got home. Kiss him, not me is stupid hilarious and funny and bought me back to my Ouran high school (fav anime btw) and chobits. Those high school days...but anyway, check it out. Only saw 1 episode and gonna watch the rest come the weekend during down town. If any of you are going to blerdcon, hit me up on my tumblr (https://www.tumblr.com/blog/kawastrong/). Wish me luck on exercise and good night!!

Day 153 Part B

If someone could like limit my period to 5 days, I'd be much happy about it...moving on to my day, I found out I can be done paying off my credit card by the end of the summer, which is awesome. Also, pushing forward watching Naruto Shippuden and about to exercise at 12:30. Gonna jog, do jump squats (maybe in box form), try to do some sit ups, and 100 jumping jacks. Gonna finish up some youtube vids, see about connecting with people to learn spanish in less than a month (goals) and then do some documentation for work and call it a night. So if I don't message back, til next post...