Days 491 - 494

Hello kingdom folk. First things first, I'm back to 225 and this week has been so far so good.

I had my interview today for Behavioral Health Technician. While I felt it went okay, it felt very blah to me when I left. My lack of sleep and my attitude about "I don't have it til they say I have it" didn't make me feel too positive when I left. I told my bf I was not trying to get my hopes up, bc something could always happen, like, idk, people show up to work this week and next week and then they don't need that position to be filled...stuff like that. I won't know until next week, so that's that.

Also, this storm is coming and I'm ready for it. I hope that for all of you on the east coast are properly prepared and are taking safe precautions. As I'm going out of town for J1con this weekend, I should be safe.

And another note, today was 9/11 and so I hope that everyone had a decent day. Every year around this time (with the exception of it being my aunt's bday) I find 9/11 to be a blah non-upbeat day, for obvious reasons. I hope everyone was able to make it through.

Oh yeah, I have been listening to more sensual lo fi hip hop music the last week or so and it's quite pleasing. When you get a chance, go look up lo fi hip hop. It's dope. Until then, be careful, keep going with the weight loss, don't give up, and please be safe and let people know you are doing okay.