Friday, February 21, 2020

Day 1022-1023

So at this moment I'm listening to my boyfriend babble on about his vehicle and his bills and stuff and after I asked about what he didn't get a cheaper vehicle, he says let me finish talking because I'm getting a headache, getting short and yelling in me in the process...and I get it, I get it, but that just irritates me and literally hurts my feelings. I listened, still listening to him talk while I'm doing this blog but I'm also not listening.

I don't know, I'm just ready for to knock off goals so I can get the ball rolling on my life.

Ugh, hit 246 and made pre made vegan alfredo food. Bad thing I've been doing is eating a piece here and there..but as long as I make under 246.4 i'll be satisfied...that's how much I actually weighed today.

So he finished talking and just apologized. I'm still irritated. Maybe my ass rambles too much. I don't know, I love the man and that's why I take the time to think my stuff through but I do get irritated.

Speaking of irritated, let me say what the fuck happened at the gym. In the parking lot I got out and forgot my phone arm band. Went to the passenger side to get it and knocked over someone's milk product drink and it got on my right leg and right foot. Now, it's fucking 30 something degrees. I was sooo pissed, I sat down inside the gym for 10 minutes to let them dry and then I went on to do my workout.

I'm really done for the night so I'm going to bed. Hopefully I do better tomorrow and do this damn homework assignment I don't want to do. Good night. PLEASE find some motivation. That is the way. I can't stress that enough. I have spoken. Good night!

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