Day 152 and 153 Part A

Sooo, yesterday i almost didn't work out. But I told myself to get off my ass and I went outside. I did an actual jog around the driveway. My time was 7:29 and I jogged 0.32 of a mile. I'm static because after pushing through the 3 minute time, my body was accustomed to the jog and it made me feel like I could jog for another hour...clearly could not...but the feeling is amazing. Can't wait to do it today...shit I might do it when me and my mom come back from downtown. I could feel my buns. It was awesome.

I also did 10 regular squats, 30 jump squats, 100 jumping jacks, and now that i now the proper way to do a push up (did 6 on steps i think, i could feel my chest), I'm easing myself on the steps to do them. It was just exciting. Well gotta go...will post when i get back.

P.S. Yesterday i was 258, i'm now 257.

Day 151 Part B

Trying to watch Mickey and the Three Musketeers so I can continue Dream Drop Distance. While waiting for the movie to load in between times, listening to John Oliver and defending myself from my nephew messing with my moles. 3 year olds...

Have a good night!! BTW, gonna try one more time to fast from sunday to Friday morning...Wish me luck!

Day 150 and 151 Part A

So listen to this bullshit. I finally planned today to go outside and time myself for whatever amount of time I run/jog. Starting with taking my mom out, my review mirror fell off, gotta get glue for that shit. Then, I go out front, do a warm up fast run around the yard so I can stretch my legs. I hear the neighbor's dog across the street barking. I look over, he not in the backyard. I'm looking like "FUCK" why the hell is he loose. My sister and brother in law telling me that mom said the dog is old, fuck that I'm not taking no chances on that shit. So I angrily jog in the backyard, which is not flat nor applicable to how I want to do my run. How is it that when I want to do something, good for me, especially if it helps me get this job I want, that shit blows up in my face. Either I run in the backyard or take a chance catching rabies. I don't know our neighbors like that and am not putting my health in danger like that.

On to a sort of positive (sorry I had to vent that out), I ran 0.14 of a mile in 2:36. Now, mind you, I only need to do 0.5 miles in 6.5 minutes or less. I might try again later after I go to Auto Zone to see about this glue. Friday not coming quick enough.

Day 149

Watching John Oliver's video on Puerto Rico. It's rough. The U.S. is rough. On my side of life, I'm about to exercise at 12:30am. 200 jumping jacks, 100 squats, and I believe 40 actual push ups. We shall see. Also, I have not made my 8 bottles of water but have definitely made 5 or 6 a day, which I'm proud of and weighed at 256.2 last I checked. And, I start the motivational exercise tomorrow morning to see how I fair...if that's the right wording. Wish me luck!

Did I mention my hair is awesome. So fluffy and thick. Can't wait to see how long it gets by my bday. Until next post, be safe, and good night!!

Day 148 Part B

So gonna exercise at 4am, do about 100 jumping jacks or 100 squats...if I can't find my exercise bra. Drink 3 more bottles of water, do my homework, and i'll be done. Here's to getting it together. I will however, not weigh myself until friday morning. Want to get 8 bottles in before midnight tomorrow. Toodles!!

Day 146, 147, and 148 Part A

So...a few things have happened. For one, I have been given the opportunity to do an agility test for a chance at a job. I have to be able to do push ups, sit ups, and run a certain distance. That's all fine and dandy, as I can use it as motivation for training. Afterwards, after an interview, I will found out if I get the job.

I told my family and there was not as much excitement as I wanted. You'd think it's like I'm working for 7.25 an hour. I just would like for people to be damn happy for me. Call me a baby, but it hurts my feelings. When my dad gets home, I'll tell him.

Another thing, I blew the fasting deal. It usually takes me 3 days to prepare for it. I did, however, decided to drink 8 bottles of water a day. So far have had 3 bottles and on my 4th. I know i can make the water intake. Also, taking niacin and b6 and b12 with chromium in the morning. Going to try to exercise twice a day. During the day for the motivation job training and at night for the 200 jumping jacks...yes i need to do 200. I've been behind on my shit.

I've decided that i'll stick with Deidara and add a cosplay once I get to Blerdcon. Also, my period is getting on my damn nerve. When I weighed myself this morning, just to see how much I've messed up, the scale couldn't make up it's mine between 255 and 259. Well then...till I post again tonight...

Day 144 and 145

So it's been rough these pass few days. Yesterday I took a break and today I think I'll take a break again, but I'm going to fast until the con. Water, apple cider, and of course lemon juice. Since I'm just going to run with my period this week, I figure fasting won't be too bad. Love you guys, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, and be safe!!

P.S. Pray I get a job this week. Did an assessment for HCA yesterday and I hope I get in. As one of my friends said, CLAIM IT!! Good night!!