Friday, December 15, 2017

Day 323 and 324

I'm so fucking irritated. It's the last day to get health insurance, which I can't because I have no money, i forgot to pay my current insurance which ends at the end of the month anyway, I'm broke, I am an employee under 4 mother fucking jobs and only working 2 of them, 1 i start tomorrow, and 1 i'm inactive because i can't drive and they didn't find me a client to work with. Tried to talk to my mother and it felt like she was blowing me off. I just want a car to work extra if i want and leave when i want. And my youngest sister should have been working to help out. I feel so broken right now, don't want to ask my godmother for help, and went up a pound.

I know i'll get paid well in january but i'm technically broke til then. I don't even celebrate Christmas but do like giving gifts, getting stuff for the homeless, and celebrating Kwanzaa. When i get paid I really don't know how im going to budget it. Might just buy me juice and alcohol and spend the entire holiday week watching DC legends and then supergirl and naruto movies. What else am i suppose to do?

Going to work today til 3am to see if i can hit 35 or so hours and then do at least 15 to 25 hours next week and just keep consistent 15 hours a week. But i also let my friends know i can't do katsu. my best friend isn't even talking to me, so i'll just stay to myself. I won't post no more today, so be safe, find something worth motivating, and look at funny memes. They make me feel better.


Also, trap mixes have been keeping me happy, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-e2WTeTALw

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