Day 142 and 143

So i'm definitely on my period, and it's throwing off my weight regimen, but it's okay. I know I'm going to be at least 240 when i leave here. I just have to. Also, tonight, since i ate food from a benefit our family friend was having to raise money, i'll be exercising quite late. I can't NOT workout. Also, going do a app or two tonight and pray like hell that something pulls through tomorrow. I want to put in my two weeks tomorrow, but i gots to have something. Might also watch a movie while waiting on 3:30 to get here. Until then, night night!

Day 141 Part B

Well, I've given up on my pride of searching for particular jobs. I'm apply to a few places tonight and calling in the morning. I can't stand my store any more. I'm sick of the fitting room and ready to just be somewhere else where i'm not 2nd rate. . .

On the positive, the last time I ate was 5ish so after I drink my stuff, I'll exercise and call it a night. Looking forward to weighing less than 255 in the morning. Till then be safe and good night...see ya!!

Day 140 and 141 Part A

Hello citizens in the Kingdom of Lot, I have awesome awesome news. So, yesterday morning i weighed myself and to my destructive surprise, i went back to 258. I was in denial and irritated and so I decided, it's time to step it up a notch again. I had planned out my day and my last meal was at 5. I planned to eat my dried blueberries at work but they never gave me a break. It's cool. Took it eventually as a positive. After buying some apple cider vinegar from walmart, made my way home, did some Dream Drop Distance (figured out some stuff), and made my drink before exercising.

My drink consisted of water, apple cider vinegar, cayenne pepper, and lemon juice. I also took a 250 mg niacin. I told yall i mean to get this weight down. I did my 120 jumping jacks and 60 squats. I drunk the other half of bottle water to follow the drink i had while exercising. Plus it's good to get rid of the acid on your teeth. After getting a bottle of water for the night in my room, I went to sleep.

I wake up this morning, use the bathroom (always before weighing myself), and prayed as I got on the scale. I now weigh 255.2 pounds. A whopping 2. 8 pounds. So excited. I tried to tell my sister that is also working to lose weight, but she was in a foul mood and made no expression whatsoever. I didn't tell my mom since she's happy when i tell her i lose .1 pounds, and my other sister gave me a high five. So now, i'm telling you guys while I listen to Infinite. Love those guys.

Lastly, I worked my ass of applying for jobs yesterday. Because of that, I didn't get to vote. If you voted, I applaud you and give you internet high fives and internet hugs. I also know i can't complain about the outcomes. Well, until next post!!!!

Day 139

So I figure over the weekend, the weight gain had to be between chicken and gravy or the beginning of my period. Either way, I looked at my calendar this morning and refused to give in to anger. I exercises last night now adding an extra set to my routine, resulting in 120 jumping jacks and 60 squats, and I weighed 256 this morning. Meaning i lost 1.2 pounds since yesterday. Not giving up.

By the way, i'm working hard to find a job to get away from my retail job. I think it's between the hotel or this counseling place. Seems promising. Look forward to it. Wish me luck! Good night!

Day 138

So this morning when I got up, i weighed like 257. I was in total disbelief. It wasn't until I went to work that i realized I hadn't had a bm. I was a little mad, but I will just check tomorrow morning. About to workout within teh next hour and hope for the best tomorrow. Hopefully 254 or less. Also, the Tron legacy workout was AWESOME!!! Tonight I may listen to Monster Mode Epic Badass Workout!! More about it later. Til tomorrow morning!! Good night citizens!!

Day 137 Part B

Just got back about an hour ago from poetry. Was really good. Watching some exercise videos, gonna do some stuff online, exercise, and by 1:45, I'm going to sleep. Here's to 253 pounds!!


By the way, I watch Tron Legacy and the ending had me in my feelings. I need a mother fucking part 3 man!!!! But for now, I'll settle for daft punk soundtrack...maybe I'll listen while exercising. Anywho, good night and here's to 253 pounds lol...

Day 137 Part A

So I weigh 254.6...I am on a roll and found clothes I forgot were in my closet and some I was looking for. I'm debating Scar from Fullmetal Alchemist. My only issue with Scar is my hair. While I can strike my hair back with gel, the top part needs to be white and I'm trying to figure that part out. Might have to do white spray again (which I hate) but I know I can pull off. I can wash my hair and then braid it the next day for Deidara. Then Sunday, take my hair out and go as Iron Heart a.k. Iron Man (Woman) a.k.a. Riri Williams. Gots to be in the 220s for this, I swear I have to.

Other than this, I see myself in the 230s at teh end of the month...it's just having the patience and time...Also, I'm wearing my Sigma Alpha Pi shirt for the first time and will probably post a pic later. After I order my books for school, gonna call about the Loss Prevention job I want and play catch up on the following shows: Arrow, Naruto Shippuden, Attack on Titan season 2, Flash, and Tron Legacy the movie. Might catch up on Scandal next week. And need to start Fairy Tale again. Til next post!