Days 1189 to 1197

Hi. So, I got my life back together, for the most part. 

Today I weighed in at 265.6, meaning PICTURE!!!!

I will post my updated workout regimen later. Stay strong, stay motivated, and here's to my body becoming a fucking machine, and to me hopefully passing the HESI test. 

Day 1188

Hi. Still trying to get the hang of this new blogger thing. I wanna lay back down for half an hour before work so just know I'm at 270.9, so I took a pic today and it overall went well today. This I had two egg and cheese bagels made by my coworker and bread seems quite fulfilling to me, so gonna have it again tomorrow with maybe oatmeal or yogurt. Anywho, more on it tomorrow and how great it's going with HESI practice. Here's to becoming a monster machine of a body. 

Days 1184-1187

Hi. 

So apparently the interface of blogger has corrected the time and so if I post late, it's actually not the next day, so this threw me off lol. I used to have to 3am my time to write for the previous day, but now at midnight, it changes, who knew. 

Anywho. At 272. In the morning hope to be at 271. I'll just post my notes here and be on my way. I redid my workout and will post on it tomorrow. Here's to having my body be a fucking machine!! Be safe, wear your mask, shower or take a bath everyday, and get some rest. Good night!!

Days 1104-1183

Hi, been a while...like majority of the summer. Not gonna sugar coat this, COVID fucked up my whole year. I was going to the gym, hit the 230s, was so close to hitting some small goals, and boom, gyms closed and the kids I work with got covid, so a lot of the place where I work was switched around...in the end, I got back to 275.3, but here we are. 

Today is day 1. I went to the gym and ate correct using intermittent fasting and I'll be posting pics every 10 pounds lost. Wanna stick to wraps, oatmeal and yogurt, and tofu for my wraps. 

Just know, I have cried and panicked and suffered, known people to die from covid, can't plan life in advance and so we all have to take everything 1 day at a time until people can get their shit together so we can get rid of the virus. Please wear masks, social distance, stay hydrated, and make goals, because that's the only thing keeping me sane...that and my family and awesome boyfriend. Get rest. 

1082 - 1103

Hi.

So, covid and going to the Hello Kitty Truck messed me up. Simply put, I had to work hard to get the motivation to get it together and I finally exercised today.

Walk and quick jog: about 3 minutes

Squats 30

Leg Lifts 30

Glute Kicks 30 per leg

After workout meal: 2 bananas, 1 scoop super greens, 1/2 bottle water, 1/2 cup almond milk

I know I probably weigh 255+ so I'll add weight tomorrow. Goal is to maintain and I'll buy 15 kettlebells tomorrow. Here's to hoping for the best.

My goals:

240 do art
230 exercise bras and underwear and socks
220 miles morales, mando, buy stuff for bf birthday (which I'll explain later)
210 present pics, start cutting (food wise)
200 bumblebee
190 goku (shh, don't tell nobody)
180 hawkgirl

hope these keep me grounded for the next 30 days, bc its about to be brutal for this summer body

Days 1077 - 1081

Hi.

Been not doing what I'm supposed to for the last 2 days, but decided to work out today and so far so good. My biggest issue of course is food and I started wondering about the prospects of surgery. I don't want surgery, so if I can't get it together by summer, that may be an option. I really just need to get to 210 and I'll be set, but I've been having issues. Even right now I'm about to eat a cheese stick, but did bring my coconut popcicles, 3 water bottle, ginger boost drink, and 2 fruit cups, so I won't be having junk.

Other than this, I have an A in my class, I start bio next month, and I am good on that note. Looking into seeing if I can do Phlebotomy next year if corona is still taking over.

Gonna watch Black Lightening tonight. Please stay safe. If you so bored that you want to get out the house, find a temporary essential job so you can help others. This is the way. I have spoken. GN!!

Day 1076

Hi.

You know it's been like 3 years and I believe I need to update this damn thing. I'll work on that later. I weighed in at 244.8,  so now I can go back to using my glass jars to count the amount of weight I'm losing to hit 180. My goal is to now start back on cosplay stuff at 220 lbs and start cutting at the same time.

Watched Onward and Frozen II yesterday, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! Watch with family or buddies, they are good.

Between work pay and stimulus check I'll be buying that stuff from Amazon, popsicles from Kroger, and 2-3 backs of blue-lavender hair. After this week I will not be buying from Asian hair stores. As I stated earlier, I know not all Asians are racist. However, how the people have treated the Africans this past month has been disgusting and I want no part in that. I will do my best to order from African based hair places.

Speaking of doing positive things, I'll be giving masks to some people at my job. I'll probably put aside 8 for work. That leaves 2 for my friend's bday, 2 for me, and the rest to split between random homeless persons and my family members in the house (or whoever come in).

Been doing great on ASL, Spanish, and Japanese. Feeling happy on those. Bio next month will be lit. And of course the real fun begins at 220 lbs. Shopping at 200 lbs and again at 180. This is the way. I have spoken. Be safe, stay hydrated, protect yourself, and find something to pass the time. Good night!